the world we live in
a little something to take the edge off and to take me off the edge i’ve seen enough of the madness for now oh let me drown it all out this is the world we live in this is the world we live in how can…
Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
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Our Inner Environment
A different perspective. All pun highly intended! I read this on a guide to better composting and realized that this would be exceptional advice for our own bodies as well: Try to avoid composting bread, pasta, nuts, and cooked food. They don’t break down very easily,…
The Dark Side of Enlightenment
I’ve known it for a long time. I mean the knowledge has been deep downthere inside of me. Somewhere. It’s been there ever since I began tounderstand the world we live in. The truth slowly formed. Some call itenlightenment. But I think that’s a one dimensional…
Lost Equilibriums
(from vegsource forums) I don’t know if any of you read my posts in the last few weeks. I’ve basicallybeen using this forum as a form of therapy. Just writing about struggles withchanging my lifestyle and living naturally. Living right. I hope that is okay. Anyway,…
1001
It all started with a recommendation from me on how my sister could loseweight to fit her wedding dress… The irony is that this inspired me to become a better model myself, instead of just giving people advice. It’s funny how the world works. I decided…
Health Is Wealth
So i'm making myself a nice big bowl of fruit for lunch and my dad comes inand says "do you know how much this fruit is costing us that you
personal statement
(For music schools) I am a musician from Finland who has been playing music for his whole life. I have recorded hundreds of songs, played hundreds of shows in bands and solo. In 2007 I recorded my first proper album “Lions”, which I sold at shows…
feel good
i feel good tonight got no reason i don’t know why maybe there are no reasons the only question is how long will it last this time? life is good these days for reasons unknown don’t know how i came to be so alone but so…
One (Metallica)
I can't remember anythingcan't tell if this is true or dreamdeep down inside I feel to screamthis terrible silence stops me
Paha Vaanii
(marko & the poutahaukat... finnish band from Kaurismäki film Mies Vailla menneisyyttä)
Amazed
do you remember when you used to be a kid?when it didn't really matter if you didn't know what you didyour days were simple but your thought
abandoned novel
THE WRITER by Jacob Rourke Dedicated to nobody. CHAPTER 1 A failed man is a success at many things. For one, I am quite successful at abandoning everybody who got close to me. I knew that if I was to do whatever it is I am…
dear someone,
this living thing is a real balancing act. i am juggling with fireballs. have learned a lot about the way i operate. been experimenting quite a lot too. yes, sometimes at the expense of others… unfortunately. for awhile i thought i must suffer i must be…
Comedown
lets come downfrom where we are nowlets go somewherewe can be alonemy love for youis a one way streetwhere we go nowthere's no return
bittersweetness of springtime
Although I love the spring for what it represents, it’s always a tough season for me to get through due to my intense allergies to pollen and whatever else is blooming. Since the beginning of this decade I have refused to take any medicine/drugs for anything.…
my music career so far… (part. 1)
When I was about 15 I started recording my own songs. At first I was recording Metallica covers and just guitar riffs with a friend but eventually the ability to record inspired me to create complete songs, lyrics and all. My first song was called “No…
To Be Fully Raw or Not?
like most of my writings, this is partly for myself. and to remindmyself of certain things. kind of like those tattoos the guy got in themov
OUTLET
I started this blog because I needed an outlet. My head is almost constantly full of thoughts, ideas, noise, words. I guess I’m just a very creative person with quite an imagination. I love writing and ever since I started my first blog about 5 years…
what I must do & keep on doing
what I must keep focused on to feel good because feeling good is what it’s all about: patience constistency stress avoidance positive thinking sense of humor inner peace mental strength emotional poise plant-based diet basic fitness (meditation, running, calisthenics & stretching) hydration proper breathing good posture…
current situation & the near future
I’m currently staying with my parents in Eastern Finland. I’ve once again returned to the nest; gathering energy & saving money so I can set off out into the world for yet another adventure. Doing some work outside in the yard. Reading. Watching movies. Writing. Exercising.…