Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
sitting in my new home. got my legs straight (crossed) with the laptop lying on my lap and me akwardly leaning against the wall. i feel a bit twitchy. i can’t seem to find the right position to sit in. i am drinking orange, grape, mandarin…
it’s that great unease. it’s at its worst when there is no woman to comfort me, no drugs to numb me, no show to entertain me, no audience to praise me. just me and this… this reality. clocks ticking. refrigerators humming. heart pumping. i got warmth,…
Are You Thriving or Surviving? Rate yourself, from zero to ten, in each of the following areas: 01. fresh air (8)02. Pure water (10)03. Foods for which we are biologically designed (3)04. Sufficient sleep (9)05. Rest and relaxation (5)06. Vigorous activity (5)07. Emotional poise and stability…
The Principles LAYER 1: INNER CALM1. start the day without expectations on people, places or things2. release all your pre-conceived notions about other people in your life and yourself3. move beyond the need of acceptance & praise LAYER 2: THE HEART OF TRUTH4. know thyself5. see…
danced the night away through all my suffering and pain danced until the morning came fell down and felt good danced through the day made crappy things funny danced until the sun came down and sleep stole my heart danced through my dreams woke up to…
version 0.2 1. forget everything you think you know (buddha) 2. move beyond the need of acceptance & praise (dezzie) 3. know thyself (socrates) 4. see things for what they really are (neo) 5. know what to hold on to and what to release (einstein) 6.…
The more I talk to you, the more I feel like i'm home and scared I am knowing that maybe you couldn't be mine The farther we are, oh the clo
1. move beyond the need of acceptance People can accept me or not. It does not matter. I am me and I am doing what I love. I love being me. Acceptance is for those who lack vision and purpose. Acceptance is just mind games in…
record release show saturday, november 6th at old cock bar in lappeenranta, finland. show starts at midnight!! + great rhythm & blues band playing after me at the same venue. it’s going to be a wild night. it’s also going to be packed so get there…
will be interesting to see where this night takes me got no barriers, no limits, no expectations no responsibilities no reasons, no worries, no drama, no dalai lama, haha just me and you and them and us and everybody else drinking our drinks, thinking our thinks,…
listening to nebraska for the third time it’s barely morning but the race is on the race of thoughts, the race that can only be lost the fuel goes down and the eyes open it’s warm inside, pretty sure i’m alive snow crashes on the windows…
Through that window—all else being extinct Except itself and me—I saw the struggle Of darkness against darkness. Within the room It turned and turned, dived downward. Then I saw How order might—if chaos wished—become: And saw the darkness crush upon itself, Contracting powerfully; it was as…
Are You Thriving or Surviving?Rate yourself, from zero to ten, in each of the following areas. 01. fresh air (10)02. Pure water (10)03. Foods for which we are biologically designed (5)04. Sufficient sleep (10)05. Rest and relaxation (7)06. Vigorous activity (7)07. Emotional poise and stability (6)08.…
we’re all using each other one way or another we’re all selfish one way or another we’re all meaningless one way or another we’re all killers one way or another we’re all afraid one way or another we’re all lost one way or another we’re all…
I never really learned how to be lonely so now I’m paying the price all this time for myself is one of those things that I will miss when it’s gone the story of my life it’s been a long time coming that readiness, to begin,…
the world’s getting warmer people getting colder I hope it ain’t so I hope it ain’t so we have to jump off the deep end to get to the bottom I hope it ain’t so I hope it ain’t so but what good is hope? when…
FoodnSport Consultation Questionnaire when you have completed this form please send to consult@foodnsport.com Personal information What is your age? 27 What is your Gender? Male What is your relationship status, are you single, married, divorced, other? Single height: 185cm / 6ft.1 weight: 81kg / 179lbs Body…
everything that happened, had to happen for everything that is going to happen. and it is happening now it is happening all around it is drifting by with the clouds it is blaring in your ears alarms going off, traffic sounds, silences now is the time…
what am i to do?with these moments that don't dowhat they're supposed to do
so i found me a place that i might just be able to call home. it’s located in a place called the “rock” which is a rough translation from it’s original finnish word “kallio”. it is also sort of on a hill so the term “rock…