window

time flies with you and I wanna fly away with you into a timeless place like these evenings we share like these moments we stare at this computer screen our window into each other the days so long spaces so sparse in between our words in…

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traffic

my mind is full of noise there’s so much to do I’m flying in all directions chasing clues most of these thoughts are useless I know it’s true but they are in control I know what I must do gotta let go found the woman of…

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tonight

tonight we become virgins amateurs of love our old skins shed our dreams collide we step on the rollercoaster and go for a ride

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far

I look for you in the eyes of strangers I wait for you when I am waiting for nobody I hear you whispering amongst the intoxicating city noise but you are not here you are far too far further than far I hold the air in…

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Canvas

1:53 in the morningmy place is a fucking messempty bottles lie scatteredher smell is in my headthese monday morningsmy painful gloriesi now

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manboy

this is my website that i created on November 19, 2010 at 5:33 in the morning. i am a 27 year old manboy and live alone in Hellsinki, Finland. i play my own and other people’s songs to listeners wherever and whenever with whatever and however.…

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beauty

the world is beautiful today at least i saw it that way saw the beauty of ugliness saw the beauty of pain the world is beautiful today at least in my eyes felt beauty in my veins felt beauty in my shame the world is beautiful…

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the last hangover

From wiki: A hangover is a physical and mentail pain you feel in the morning after a heavy night of drinking alcohol. Symptoms are as follows but not limitted to: headache, nausea, diahrrea, dehydration. A hangover originated as an expression describing the idea of something that…

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letting go

beauty can be more than just a memory memories of long lost moments let them go, let yourself go go where you let things go I wish you were here to stay quiet with me I wish you were here to express your anger I wish…

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the inner dragon

Another Saturday morning. I feel like I have a million voices going on in my head. They say this, they say that. Coming at me from all angles. But who am I to say, how I should be feeling? Who am I to question the cause…

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random thoughts

Sometimes I think that I am the only artist left alive. I just deleted my nearly 50 Gb iTunes library. I am so sick of music. I prefer listening to the noises of life. Porridge is rumbling away on the stove. Traffic hum through the windows.…

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The Path of Truth

Most people are full of shit… I mean, they lie. At least I can speak for myself. I admit it. I am guilty of lying my way through life. Mostly lying to myself. I think this is an important realization to make. A necessary one. I really…

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blogetry

I am after greatness and I am going for it (as it is coming for me). No more, no less. I guess we’ll see what happens. I’m a horrible dancer. I am in full support of transitioning towards a resource-based economy. I was an underwear model…

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My Health Guide

You are as healthy as your weakest link. Eat right, treat your body like a sacred temple (not a wasteland) and it will shine like one. Optimal diet: MAIN (maximize)sweet fruit (bananas, grapes, oranges, etc)tender leefy greens (lettuce, celery, etc) OTHER SNACKS & STUFF (minimize)other veggies…

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bad day # 1

today has been crap. got up quite late, did the morning routine. I thought it would ensure a good day to start strong. doesn’t work. at least yet. the weather has been horrible and haven’t had much inclination to leave my apartment. the few times i’ve…

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nov 7

had a wild show last night. my first in over a year. it was fun. one of my best. had a setlist planned but decided to trash it just before going on. played only sacrifice from the new album live which worked really well with just…

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forever changing

we are all floating in space running away from things that are also running away from us like anger, like hate like love we are forever changing going nowhere  going everywhere our thoughts flow in circles but we try to make them solid so we can…

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New lyric

if you wanna save the worldstart with yourselfif you wanna fall in lovelove yourselfif you wanna be happybe happy now

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