so a new decade. a new year. I made all these plans to quit this and start that for so and so long so I can achieve this and that and blablablaa. Look, the only thing I’m going to do different now is to just enjoy…

Listening to Tchaikovsky. His music is like no other. Just finished a book by Kahlil Gibran called The Broken Wings which really moved me. I’m not a writer and don’t pretend to be. But I do love writing. Especially about myself and my life. Every time…

It’s past midnight. My throat hurts. I’ve been in my apartment all day. The blinds have been closed since it’s dark and grey outside anyway. My phone is switched off so nobody can reach me. I’ve felt angry for the last few days. Mostly at myself.…

I’ve lost track of how many blogs I’ve started and deleted and then started (and deleted again). The thing is, I’m currently out of any notebooks to write in and I haven’t really been keeping much of a journal lately anyway. Why now? I don’t know.…

things I don’t particularly care for – cars – motorcycles – groups – genres – radio – tvs – magazines – newspapers – action movies – soap operas – grammy awards – christmas – fake smiles – cigarettes – cigars – drugs – coffee – swearing…

i just wanna break free from everything with you get away from it all get a cabin in the woods smoke a pipe shovel some snow chop some wood listen to birds sing make love get a dog ride horses sit by rivers write live be…

(from the Peaceful Warrior movie) 3 rules of life – PARADOX Life is a mystery. Don’t waste time trying to figure it out. – HUMOR Keep your sense of humor, especially about yourself. It is a strength beyond all measure. – CHANGE Know that nothing stays…

(preparing for the new year) A new decade. The first day. 2010. January 1st. I feel good. I am full of life. I am invigorated. I want to experience the real essence of who I am and what is going on around me. I believe in…

Mondays are the worst for me. I’m squinting my eyes trying to see the screen of my laptop. I’m too unready for the morning to get up and find my glasses. The truth is, I know I would have to turn on the lights to find…

I’m sick of everything tonight. Another hangover that gets only worse everytime. I should become a full time drunk but I couldn’t afford it. and smoke cigarettes all day. Clickety clank clank sings my imaginary typewriter. I went to yoga class tonight but it made me…

It’s Halloween. Saturday night. Evening is kicking in. People are getting ready. Excited to see their friends. Go out. Get drunk. Look good. Dance. Flirt. Fuck. Fight. Drink. Eat McDonalds. Meet people. Wrestle with bouncers. Argue with their jealous boyfriends and drown their insecurities in the…