Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
It’s almost 3 am. At my cousin’s place in Lahti, Finland. Can’t sleep. A little hungry. Bad taste in my mouth. From drinking beer all day and falling asleep without brushing teeth. She said she’d wait. Do I believe her? Or perhaps, do I believe in…
when it gets unbearable it is the same for me you will long for these lost moments when you are on your death bed your blood is flowing you are warm you are kind you are not starving you are loved the world is cold and…
as these hours hesitate I am forced to confess my stream of thoughts and their quiet surrender to the great sea of my insomnia hurry, hurry I cannot move my love stuck in the middle of the night holding myself I trip on shoelaces and dog’s…
And then they’re gone I am glad you understand I am fighting a war These are my love letters from the trenches Gotta kill some bad guys Then we can be happy I’m the enemy My ego is the war Success is the trench You’re the…
wake up againa new chance to beginthe lights go dimall I need is within
when things get out of control when you haunt me in my dreams when nothing is as it seems when you have to search the whole world for just one word that cuts our troubles in half that makes our faces heavy that causes our dark…
the only way to change our world is to destroy it and how could we destroy what we love so much how could we stop playing this game when it’s so much fun so fuck the future and screw the past open your seatbelt hell is…
all I want to do is drink just so I don’t have to think my thoughts are killing me and I want to have my revenge and kill my thoughts with booze with someone to call baby let’s make it hazy let’s get crazy let’s fuck…
I like to mess with reality and show the world it’s reflection through my drunken smile my violent eyes for the bottle knows the right questions to ask when you get a chance to talk to god the world is burning we can either sit and…
been recording new Awe songs this week with Peter, they are sounding amazing…best stuff i have ever done currently at parent’s house, will stay for another week to just take it easy and eat free food reading Jim Morrison biography, quite a character really digging 60s…
sorry friends no more pretending to be something I am not I am still here I haven’t disappeared I just can’t be apart of anybody’s life right now I have a mission I have to focus completely on it no more blogs no more facebook no…
Well so much for quitting my singer/songwriter career. I’m still writing songs and I’m singing them. The thing is I don’t know if you can call singing to yourself much of a career. But i really do like my own songs and they are really the…
those nights of failure when we ruled the world when we wanted to be found when we learned to drown it’s easy to say now that we knew all along what it was all about it’s a glorious sight looking up from the bottom all the…
Sitting in my apartment drinking some cheap wine. Today has been another crap day. Everything just seems to be going wrong. I feel I don’t even recognize the person who wrote all that crap yesterday but again, although I feel like deleting all these bullshit blog…
having our own funerals before we die. This one is to all my friends out there in the world. I have been getting some emails from people lately who I haven’t heard from in awhile. It seems quite odd that all of them have come in…
15 things I want right now. * typewriter * vinyl player * boxing gloves * white grand piano * a bottle of whiskey * 100,000 € * a new winter coat * cowboy boots * a one way ticket out of hell * plane ticket to…
afraid to get our hands dirtywe lie awake lonelywishing someonewould give us a pushthrough the gateif only
it’s funny how this game works. So as you can tell from my recent posts, turbulent times in Markusland. Last night had some drinks. Today the hangover. But i’m writing music like I haven’t in a long time. I mean, it’s nothing special for me but…
just got back from a night on the town in helsinki. yes it’s been 6 months since i’ve been at it. i have to say it was quite horrible the city i live in is a piece of shit the people are cold and ruthless had…
these restless nightsi know i don't wanna diethis restless mindi know i'll be alrightthese restless worriesare a waste of time