What do you get when you combine a highly-reactive, super-sensitive person with a world of hyper-stimulation? Me. This hyper stimulation is everywhere, screaming at us to take it now, now, now, hard, hard, hard, fast, fast, fast… and we do because it’s temporary happiness, satisfaction and…

I arrived in Estonia exactly one year ago. August 27th. I wasn’t really sure what to expect. Here’s a little story of how exactly I ended up here. I had sort of reached a dead-end in my life. I hadn’t even been playing shows for almost…

For the last few months I’ve played in a cool little bar in old town several times called CLAYHILLS GASTROPUB. I play there tonight also, starting at 21:45. I will play 3 sets of 45 minutes each. I switch back and forth between piano/voice and guitar The…

So here is a continuum. disturbing <——> comforting Then we have the american dream. You know… own a home, own a car, get married, have children, work until old, retire, weddings, funerals, grandchildren, college funds, careers, new clothes, new tvs, new computers, travel, etc. This is…

What a weekend I had! Had a show on friday, saturday and sunday and they all were probably my best performances so far. Also went skinny dipping with friends in this swamp pond in the middle of the night after driving home from the festival I…

I’m in such a strange mood tonight. Not necessarily bad. Nor good. It’s like there’s this beast inside me that wants to break free and I’m on the verge of something beyond comprehension. Lady gaga called it edge of glory which is not far from accurate.…

It’s 4:13 am and I just finished another song! Still gotta mix it and master it when I wake up and hope to get it online by the evening and then I can celebrate my weekend after all this hard work. Did you like the last…

For some reason I’ve always been a little uncomfortable with birthdays but today (or now yesterday) was a great one so what the hell, mineaswell share some love. The day has taught me many things about life, about people and about myself (like all days should…

New song will be online this week. It’s called “Daylusions”. I really want to destroy my voice for this one. Also playing a show in Pirita (tallinn) on the weekend, more on that later. I’m also considering doing some street performing…

The same shit awaits us all (just ask Richard Alpert). I’m not sure for how long now but I’ve been in this sort of negative buzz. It’s worst when i’m alone and not on anything. It’s least when i’m performing, with people, getting validated; on something.…

I survived! It’s been a brutal week but very rewarding also. I’m in Finland at my parents house, taking it easy. I’m gonna stay here for a week or two, a little break from music, lots of swimming, sauna and sunshine, books, books, books. Sleeping, resting.…

Just arriving in finland, on the Tallink ship. Listening to the recordings from my performances in surfilaager which are very good! I’ll put them on the soundcloud page when I have a stronger connection later. It was such a beautiful place but I had to leave…

Feel much better today. Back on track. I seem to get these periodic existential crises every few months or so. They last for 2-3 days. I don’t want to hide them so that’s why I write about them so openly. It’s also an interesting way of…

5 hours of sleep, but woke up with a rush of traffic inside my head. For some reason my mind just feels really unbalanced, and I have no idea what direction I must go to get myself centered again. I hoped sleep would help. It didn’t.…

Just watched an excellent documentary which I really wish everyone would take the time to watch. It’s much more serious than the title might imply. Thought I would share some thoughts before I head out for the night. It has never made any sense to me to…

Playing tonight @ CLAYHILLS GASTROPUB. I start 9pm. Three sets of 45 minutes. My own songs of course, acoustic guitar & voice. I will also premiere my new toy (a guitar/vocal fx processor + harmonizer), you know.. take it for a test drive! No piano tonight… and…

Working on lots of new songs. It’s a real juggling act you know. Practicing, writing, recording, performing… and then on top of that trying to manage everything so I can present the songs to the world in the form of Sunlight Heart. Luckily I do have…

well, didn’t stay home nor even in the city as i thought i would. In fact, just got home. was at a party in vimsi. fun fun fun in the sun sun sun with kings of tomorrow. apparently we saw the great fire of Jaan but…

Been living quietly lately. Embracing boredom. Avoiding people. Working hard on my skills, my self (you know, the one we falsely presume to exist), my body (going to the gym which I kinda like), and of course movies, books, music, etc most of which are not…