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I like to express my thoughts and experiences and emotions and ideas in songs, poems, blog posts and all the books I haven’t written yet and however else I can be creative. I read a lot. I’ve lived in many different countries. I’ve loved and learned…

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noah 1

Markus: Hi Noah, we don’t know each other but i’ve been reading your books lately and think they are excellent. I don’t know why added you. I guess i thought it would be cool to get into your top 5000. Thanks. Noah: Thanks for reading the…

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poem

you feel the darkness setting in it begins from a whisper  a dream or something  i don’t know but all you know is this that everything is crashing down that devil on your shoulder telling you to do evil things go away make it stop but…

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MORE PLEASE

will i ever miss this moment? like i miss those autumn leaves when you walked around with some girl you might be falling for if only you knew what she was thinking of that hopeless love if only you knew how to be perfect that elusive…

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MOST PEOPLE

blues man’s symphonies 
howling wolves, drunken dreams
 feel the wrath
 find the combination
 of this safe 
she wanted more
 or maybe less
 all the same you get up to be someone
 but you come down when everyone disbelieves 
in your methods and sandcastles 
hear lovesongs in…

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fb posts

Only in the land of Facebook is it possible to come back again and again and even after having disconnected from everyone you ever knew, decide to write about your heroes and have them be the only ones who like your post because there comes a…

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KROONINEN IDENTITEETTI KRIISI

Jonkun Ne Likaiset Taiteilijan Työtkin On Tehtävä (vaihtoehtoinen otsikko “kroonisen identiteetti kriisin kahleissa” tai voitte keksiä myös oman) Olin pienenä herkkä lapsi. Itkin helposti ja tykkäsin musiikista ja elokuvista ja kirjoista. Tämä herkkyys kehittyi ja paljastui taiteilijan poluksi. Opettelin soittamaan instrumentteja ja sukulaiset tykkäsivät kun soitin…

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Loser Habits

LOSER HABITS that keep me poor. • drinking shitty finnish can beer• formula 1• living with parents• relying on government for money, health care, etc.• torrenting• eating junk food• wearing old shitty ugly clothes• living in Finland• porn• masturbation• fucking/dating average chicks• hanging out with loser…

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Manifesto

to carry the torchof truth and lightlike great men carriedlong before i was bornand those who’ll continue the worklong after i’m goneeventua

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MAPE

MAPEN KLASSIKOT 20 hittiä arjen hulluudesta! 1. tulipalo2. sossupummi3. runoilijamies4. vanhat frendit5. tervetuloa tulevaisuuten6. soturi7. muutoksen salat8. kun väsyttää ja vituttaa9. kaikkien viisaiden kerho10. kolkytneljä11. lähellä sinua12. elämää ja kuolemaa13. tässä ja nyt14. lumimarjat15. jotain parempaa16. ameriikan unelma17. en tunne enää ketään18. hylätyt19. kosketus20. ikuisesti voittaja21.…

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Be Who You Really Are

before you kill yourself read this because this is me on the edge and look at us now right? It’s time to create the life I always dreamed of. It’s time to make it happen. This blog is a culmination of all the shit that has…

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Old Ways

I'm back again to my old ways
days of not 
giving a fuck
nobody to answer to
nobody to come home to

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Death Killers

went out and tracked it downdestroyed darknesshunted shadowsaround towncrucified those fuckersin holy lightwatched them screamin agonyput a

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Back On Track

it’s good to be backto be back on trackhungry horsehorse headed for hamsterdamwill this finally bethe place i needthe place that needs me to

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Shell

look at me now in this shellcan’t hold on, bones run dryit’s amazing to exist like thisfighting temptationto break freefrom what i mistookas

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#Reality

It seems to me that most people are just not willing to embrace uncertainty. This is a threat to their very identity; their survival. And everyone wants be clever with their whatifs. Yet when they buy a new car or go to the hospital after an…

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