Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
It took me awhile to “get” social media like Facebook, twitter, etc. But in the last few months I’ve come to see how powerful of a tool these mediums can truly be. It’s a way to be instantly connected to a significant portion of the human race.…
The feminine energy in the universe and within each of us manifests most powerfully in the Woman who is unafraid to explore, discover, express and become one with the Goddess within. Music is my calling and passion in life. But the burning lust and infinite longing…
I think the smartest people are those that are aware of how stupid we really are. How little we truly know. Knowing this is the kind of wisdom that most will never truly possess (including myself). Happiness is all about being stupid (voluntary or not). Becoming…
I think the smartest people are those that are aware of how stupid we really are. How little we truly know. Knowing this is the kind of wisdom that most will never truly possess (including myself). Happiness is all about being stupid (voluntary or not). Becoming…
I’m a little bit of a crazy person. I obsess over things. My moods can change drastically within one day. I’ve went to psychiatrists but everytime I step into their office I feel like they are the patients. I go to new places often and start…
I make songs, record them and play them to people. I love to romanticise and glorify the torturous process of art. I hunt for inspiration like a starving lion hunts for its prey. I am an avid reader of fiction and non-fiction & my favorite writer…
I came to tallinn 6 months ago as a complete stranger. I didn’t know one single person here. Not one. I was in a point in my life where I had really no idea what I was doing anymore. I just wanted to go somewhere and…
the following 4 changes to take effect immediately: 1) I no longer use:• phones• facebook, twitter, etc.• animal products, processed food, alcohol, drugs, etc. 2) I prefer to meet @ Von Krahl Aed restaurant for public meetings (they offer vegetarian menu) or public parks if weather…
Whether it's a bigger or smaller show, with band or solo, there seems to be this comedown or hangover after I perform in front of people and
Just got home from Tartu. Wow, it’s been a long week. Had a crazy show last night. We were playing until 3am! This is only our second show and already we got to a whole ‘nother level. Really cool to have everyone in our band and…
So last night we played our first full-band show in Tallinn. The show was good but will get much better when we play a few more. I’ve just been playing under a month with these guys (some of the top session players in Est) and we…
Who we are and what we do is a reflection of the society we live in. When we read another grim news article about some lunatic killing innocent people, we easily accuse and blame. WE are to blame. Everyone is. Because WE uphold a social system…
JANUARY MAJOR DESTRUCTIVE HABIT REMOVAL OF THE MONTH = DAC (drugs, alcohol, cigarettes) MAJOR POSITIVE HABIT ADDITION OF THE MONTH = be proactive MINOR POSITIVE DAILY HABITS (ADDED WEEKLY) WEEK 1 = vitamins WEEK 2 = fitness WEEK 3 = meditation WEEK 4 = gratitude FEBRUARY…
A poem for the new century. Give me decadence. drink more smoke more fuck more eat more move more play more love more contradict more create more confuse more dance more smile more fail more feel more be more dream more suffer more hope more laugh…
year is coming to an end. spent this week working on first music video. it was a lot of work, long days, but fun. drinking & drugs involved also. just slept for almost 24 hours straight! things are lookig good for the music. it’s 2:30pm saturday,…
it seems i’ve come to the same old place where I’ve been so many times again and again the loser’s palace where the king rules alone for everyone has left or gone home again I look at the grey sky vodka costed me so much love…
peacejusticelovepowertruthfreedombeauty
there is still kindness and love in this ungrateful heart of mine will we suffer more if we choose to be kind? will we be wrong if we refuse to let go of hope? it’s all about survival man yes we all die and everyone close…
For most people, art is a fantasy. For the artist, it’s a reality. Art is often confused with entertainment. Entertainment is fun and shiny, cheap and easy. Art is a war between life and death; suffering and euphoria. Half of the artist’s time is spent thinking…
people keep on wondering what the fuck i am doing in estonia and wondering why i am not more popular. they dont understand the failure it takes to get to where I am as an artist. not as a successful musician or famous performer but as an…