Markus Nylund – Page 96

Nobody Knows Me

I am kind of agitated. I don’t know if it’s adrenaline or what. My father has always been a strong authorative figure in my family. I have never been close to him. He is almost a stranger to me. I don’t know him very well but…

If Only I Knew

all those wasted years

When I’m Drinking I Am Sinking

Just finished watching Heat. It is a great film but at times it seems to me a bit unrealistic. But I love the feeling in the whole film. And I find the characters very interesting and also interesting is the fact that I sympathize more with…

Mating Rituals

It’s time to stop lying to myself. Everything I think, do, say, sing is all bullshit because everything contradicts each other. One song sings how great love is and life and then the next song how stupid everything is. Of course nobody else might think of…

Bottom of The Ocean

I’m so fucking unstable. I get excited about things and if I stop being that person, excitement is the last thing I feel for that thing. What the fuck is wrong with me? I haven’t had alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, meat in 3 months and I really…

Hard Living

living can be hardif you make it sothe road can be longif you don't know where it goessadness comeshappiness goeshappiness comes but sadness

Goodness

goodness is so far away for manylike a ship in the bottom of the seaabandoned long agoremaining only as a faint memorya lonely word and noth

Society Is Slavery

I think many people don’t realize how messed up and confused they are. I think the reason for my mood swings is the fact that I do realize it. We live in a world of contradictions. We strive for happiness but we turn our heads when…

Troubadour Troubles

I am sitting in cabin of cruiseship I am playing on. I just did a set and I am now on my 15 minute break. I really hate this job. I have been here since Friday evening and by this time my voice is pretty fucked…

Disguises

THEGREATCONSTANTBATTLEOFTHESELVES

Table For One

internet, alcohol, clothes, sex, plastic, mobilephonesfacebook, myspace, youtube, emptiness,

It Could Be Worse

without a familywithout a friendwithout moneywithout a homewithout a goalwithout a dreamwithout a belief

A Real Friend

hospital roomsolitude sleeps in the cornerhiding from the worldpatient wakes up to discovernobody is there except a silence unheard

Untitled

cry until you laughhate until you lovebreathe until you gaspfeel until you’re numb

What Is Success?

I am listening to Neil Young & Crazy Horse “Live at Filmore East”. I think it was recorded in 1971 but wasn’t released until this year. What an amazing album. I never used to be a big fan of Neil Young although i’ve always loved a…

Man Created God

i am a man of science. i don’t believe in a god. i believe in nature. nature designed everything by a process called natural selection. the laws and patterns that guide everything we do from falling down to a developing fetus are not guided by some…

Nothing To Lose

Woke up this morning at 9:30. Last night we were at Temple Bar with my friends Dez (USA), Frida, Caroline (Sweden) David, Florian (France), Dario (Italy), David (Italy). We have become like brothers and sisters. I love these guys. Went to have breakfast, then watched the…