Nov 28, 2008

What is the point of one person’s review of something? These big fancy magazines dedicate a full article written by one person on an album or movie or book or whatever. So is his opinion somehow supposed to resemble everybody’s opinion? I always glance through magazines…

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Nov 27, 2008

I am once again in my depressive state. Why am I living? Listening to M83 Saturdays=Youth. Why did it turn out like this for me? I almost feel like the world would be a better place without me. I am losing hope. And that is the…

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Nov 26, 2008

My favorite bands of recent years: • Mew • Coldplay • Radiohead • Sigur Ros • Muse Have been listening to  a lot of M83 lately but not enough yet to put them on this list although they are quite amazing. I know there is a…

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Nov 24, 2008

Listening to Simple Twist Of Fate by Bob Dylan. This songs makes me feel like Jack Bauer. You know when the show (24) starts with a new season and they always wait until they show him and then when they do he has this face. The…

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Nov 23, 2008

10 New Years  resolutions for 2009 * start eating meat again * start drinking again * become indifferent on all things * start traveling again * record my second album * start a band * learn ONE by Metallica on acoustic guitar * get a really…

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Dirty Window

you can love me but only as a friendyou can kiss me but only to pretendwhen not feeling somethingin your bonesnot spreading your wingsnot thinkingof meas anythi

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Nov 22, 2008

my life is so boring. i need adventure. the people in my life are so boring and lifeless and passionless. i know there is adventure everywhere but staying home and eating vegetables is not the way to find it. fuck health and living until i am…

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Innocence

"CainFleeingAbelrWilliamBlake Innocencetake me to a new placedon’t lie be afraid of not changingtalk to insects. say that love is a shotgunthink that ever

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Half Asleep

voices jump at me through crowdsthe water is too cold, tv too loudit's really just give and takelike life on the edge or driving without breaksi am either half-

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Guru

Guruso long have I been searchingfor answers for mastersfor mapsfor treasures so long have I denied what has always been thereso poignant, so bright, so cl

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Cruel

it's so cruelthat i never got to see your eyesafter we killed each other inside it's so cruelthat i never got to hear your voicewhen there was no more words to

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Nov 21, 2008

listening to Trentemøller “MOAN” (radioslaves remix). in bed. it is 10:16 in the morning. i have a cold. drinking jasmine tea. wearing black umbro track pants, red/black boxers. black leather bracelet, black robe. the bed is a mess. towels, coats, peanuts, books, tissues, phone, pillows, duvets, tshirts,…

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Nov 19, 2008

Today making music has become something fun to do. It’s like a video game. Even playing an instrument is for many and even some professionals a cool skill to learn, to impress with. To feed the ego that is. Some become good enough to make a…

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Nov 18, 2008

My radiator does not work anymore. Cold house, yay! I really don’t even know what is going on with anything anymore. I am in such a strange place in my life. I really don’t know what I should be doing. I am going home for christmas…

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Nov 17, 2008

I feel good today. It is 1:30pm. I am listening to Thelonious Monk. I feel jazzy. I also had to listen to some MEW because they are such an amazing band. I ate weetabix mixed with water, banana and raisins. I don’t drink milk anymore. The…

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Only

we know the right words to saywe know when to look and when to look awaywe know how to feel and how it's fakedwe know what to do and how it breaks but we don't

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Nov 12, 2008

Wonderwall When I was 12, I fell in love with the song which this post is titled after. This was 1995. It made me want to strum the acoustic guitar like I had never strummed it before (I had been playing for about a year by…

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Nov 10, 2008

i hate this fucking house. it’s always freezing in here. i almost decided to leave. well i did decide but then i decided i won’t because i realized it’s not really that bad. i am listening to Blues Oyster Cult. I have all their albums downloaded…

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Nov 6, 2008

(to Dez) It has been a good week for me so far. Been playing everyday, working out hard, practising, reading, sleeping well, did an open mic last night. Saturday I am going to see Ryan Adams. I’ve been going to shows myself because I just don’t…

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Figure It Out

are we victims of our own betrayals?or are we merely standing targets waiting to be gunned downi never trusted in truths that were spoon fed to menor did i take

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