Sep 20, 2009

just got back from a night on the town in helsinki.
yes it’s been 6 months since i’ve been at it.
i have to say it was quite horrible
the city i live in is a piece of shit
the people are cold and ruthless
had a few drinks
made me feel like crap
i really hate myself right now
i have made the wrong choices
i was on the right path
i fucked it all up
now i’m down in the dungeon
all for a couple of stupid drinks
hanging out with so called friends
a land of vampires
humanity is self destructing
and i chose to be apart of that
how much more shame can a man have
this is a disgrace
must go back
need to get out of this shithole
gotta get away
get away
get away
get away