joinain öinä

The painting is by Tarina. She is a beautiful creature living in the Finlandian forests. We met thousands of years ago. Her father is a great king, also a close friend of mine. I was a wandering poet and one day came across their village. We…

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iiwii

love is the sun my lovethe sun is the love my sonit is what it is what it is what it isiiiiiiwiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiwiiiiiiiifar enough is never enoughhad enough o

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risk

sometimes the biggest risk is not to do something but to not do it what is the risk of never trying of never failing of playing it safe what might you have learned if only you went for it went over there to say hello or…

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never give up

say what you mean or don’t say anything we all need more light and love so give everything but never give up just need that one song to make it rain from the heavens to pay my god damn rent i would kill the sun to…

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Amazed

do you remember when you used to be a kid?when it didn't really matter if you didn't know what you didyour days were simple but your thoughts were bigyour toys

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Idea for novel

write story about walking around lost and depressed and finding a puppywho turns out to open up the whole world for main characterteaches how to love and care for another man + dog bond

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Demons

I cannot be like I used to be anymore. I want to make people happy and warm. Playful monster rascal was just actually a lost boy looking for love 🙁He didn’t know how to find it so he went for the quick thing no matter what.That…

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lucky duck

one day i will get unstuck when i quack like a lucky duck your problem is you care too much you still give a fuck they love you they hate you and you are lost like a wild wolf you lose focus because of your guilt…

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1999

i would rather continue being broke and miserable than compromise my bullshit values looking for a new show to binge on or maybe find a girl to binge on her and be her binge willingly anything to take me away from the seesaw wantit and then…

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Nervous

you look around and see the lightshining down on her faceevery movement is a DAZZLING DISPLAYyour head is left in a daze and the whole placeceases to exist in y

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girlfriends in cages

i miss having a girl to watch movies with someone to cuddle up next to you someone i can hold make you feel like a man someone to wake up with watch her naked ass walk away someone to brush teeth with like lost children that…

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Always Be Creating

Yesterday I did my first instagram live. And anyways, getting more into all this social media because I finally understood what all this is. My songs and website are my world. But all the other platforms are a place where people go to connect and it’s…

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social media (website text)

FACEBOOK 7 Followers This is my personal page where I connect with people I know. I sometimes write public posts to share what’s going on. I like Facebook because it’s kind of a hybrid of all the other services. It feels more personal and real than the…

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first script

okay this one’s for my friend grig he likes it when i forget lyrics and the footage quality of my dumbphone or smartphone but a dumb person using it i am used to hammers and spears no warmup no shave (wink) no prep eat your heart…

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health secrets

Don’t trust anything you read online until you have tried it yourself. And not just try it for a few days or weeks. It has to be longer. Most likely you will try it and then drop it many times for many years to really understand…

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That Which Is Real

That which is Real, can never be destroyed. How long will any of us be here? Death is coming. Maybe it is the only thing that saves us in the end. When you see my content, the experience is REAL. I cannot take that away. I…

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Something New

I want to integrate all my passions and interests. It’s difficult because I am constantly being pulled in so many directions. I haven’t yet reached the phase in life where I decide to settle and say okay this is who I am and now it’s time…

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SUNRAINS

i appear and disappear send friend requests build followings create art and share it sometimes sell it then i destroy and delete it all i worship nude at the altar of chaos and madness furious and ferocious my music is the sound of millions of egos…

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the final awakening

there comes a moment in a mans life when they realize that everything they think they know is one great lie from the great trickster mind and all their family and friends is in on it you can’t trust anybody so you go to the source…

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