someday

someday i’ll fit on my sofa when i take a nap i will dig for trash in my piggy bank someday baby we’ll be stars someday darling we’ll wake up in love someday we’ll ride the subways until quarter past three you will tell me that…

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10 years behind

it seems i am always 10 years behind everyone i know in everything i was born 10 years too early and my net worth is minus 10 million i have 10 songs that understand perfectly who i will be in 10 years even my fame is…

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all you ever thought

All you ever thought All you ever remembered Fake guns Water pistol robberies Sex toys tortured by ghosts by tortured ghosts on sunday afternoons will you be my lion tamer if i am your midnight mouse lets get a place in the countryside lots of kids…

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vicevoids

will anything ever fill these vicevoids every night i search for more answers for more words for more movies risks and rewards the games we play a long time ago now i learned about another way of which warrior gods speaketh in the great works in…

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Yoga Ruined My Life

when i was like 15-16 i read this book called zen guitar and it opened up a new world for me into zen and buddhism and all that although i didn’t understand that at the time. then i read orwell and siddhartha by herman hesse and…

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What My Audience Wants

Readers note: Written for an online community and course called “Product Launch Formula” which I ended up cancelling and refunding shortly after joining as I did with many of these online products at the time… Hi there everyone! This is my first comment. I am in…

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Now

Drinking coffee at home in kitchen. Listening to Children of Bodom's first album on Spotify from laptop speakers. My laptop is a MacBook pro

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Be The Sun

Feeling this strange negative energy and thoughts like everything you are doing is complete shit and you don’t know anything so why are you doing this and then I’m like “c’mon man, I’m just doing my thing leave me alone”. And they are just FUCKING with…

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Outsiders

Never was a poor boyNever even had a chanceNever been a fighterNever learned to danceNever was a workerNever even knew howNever been a searcherNever have been f

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Sick of Death

An email to Tara Springett (spiritual teacher)… Hi there. I am a 36 year aged musician from Finland. That is my story. But I am not really that person and recently I have had these moments of awakening where I am suddenly in this great ocean…

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two people

You gotta become two people: 1) artist 2) entrepreneur Obviously it would be idea to find someone to be the second one like a record label or manager. But until then you gotta do all the jobs. You are a business now. If the toilet is…

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Problem With The Secret

The Secret. Cool book. Well put together. But here’s what I don’t get. magnets attract each other when they are OPPOSITES. So why is this extrapolated into the law of attraction where it’s claimed that like attracts like. Is that really how the universe works? I…

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50 albums

50 favorite albums of all time 1. clapton unplugged 2. nirvana nevermind 3. metallica master of puppets 4. zeppelin IV 5. abbey road 6. sgt.pepper 7. rush of blood 8. ok computer 9. we must become the pitiless censors 10. metamodern sounds 11. sailor’s guide to…

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Science

Yeah, I get it organized religion is a crock of shit. I agree. But science can become another dogma or atheism and often does. People love ideologies, makes them feel safe. In my experience people into this “scientific skepticism” tribe are the most dogmatic, close-minded people…

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Favorite Movies of All Time

These are my personal jewels of cinema from the last 50 years. Without them I have no idea who I’d be. Common themes: love, lust, death, murder, faith, beauty, hope, tragedy, addiction, crime, drugs, outlaws, outcasts, absurdity, violence, surrealism, light, truth, god, darkness, madness, liberation, awakening.…

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Sacrifice

From the fountain of youthWe drink until it's dryWe drink until we're drunk on lifeWe drink until we're blindWe drink until we are ready For the sacrificeTo end

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