Trouble In Paradise

hi everyone,so i wanted to take a bit of a break from social media this monthbut last week i needed fb marketplace and some other stuffthen yesterday i thought i’d deactivate the accountsi used to just delete everything which was simplerbut then you gotta build it…

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the cry of partners

hello someone somewhere i am writing to you from a concrete building in a city near the border of russia when i press the keys on my computer it makes a soft plastic sound almost like an insect dancing i can hear the hum of traffic…

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the bond

a bond so strong that nothing can go wrong even when everything falls apart we are left standing like trees in a storm like ocean waves swallowing ships whole far away cosmic dream build a community where people can be free full of joy and creativity…

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NO RETURN

i used to think that i can like everyone and everyone can like me that’s why i had friends in different groups but belonged to none i drank from many wells my thirst only quenched by one the great love of the sun gods somewhere in…

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trump rant

You inspired me to rant Laur Joamets… I personally don’t believe in “fucking idiots” anymore, as I think this is a very lazy and ironically idiotic way (but not “fucking”) to assess another human being’s character. This doesn’t mean you Laur, are an idiot. Of course…

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others

there are others out there who are like us who feel what we feel who see what we see we look for them we find them we create them we recognise them and we keep them in our thoughts in our prayers

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kaks sydäntä

kaks sydäntä onkin yks syntyy aallot kun se sykkii ja sykkii ja lyö rannan kallioihin koloihin luoliin syöksyy vaahtopäät ja missä kaks makaa hiekkaa hiuksissa ja selässä sormet tutkii kostea ääni liimaa lähelle elvyttää iholle aarrekartan hiekka onkin kultahippusia ja pinnan alla hengitän sua hengität mua

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my you

i like the way things look from outside see the world in white and blue and pink skies falling down over sunset rainbows i dance on the moon and look at you i like the way you are when i hurt you the least which is…

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makingof dukkha

this stupid doors song and my whole last album completely ruined me and eventually it got so bad i couldn’t play or use my right hand at all and it took 5 years to get back on track but thank the heavens for ALL THIS because…

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ambulanssi

aattelin joka aamu et laitan sulle viestiä ja sit voin keskittyy mun juttuihin ja harjoituksiin ja kirjoituksiin ja lukemisiin ja seikkailen ja juoksen ja tutkin maailmaa ja sit aattelin et voin illalla taas kirjoittaa sulle ku oon tehnyt kaikki noi ja voin olla iloinen ja tyytyväinen…

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batman/joker

build bridges like batman blow it up like joker see what happens some men just wanna watch the world burn some men find the fire get warm then sing and dance some men study the moist air after the rain fall here we are builders and…

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lakanat

mietin tätä kuvaa ja mitä kaikkea noiden päässä ja kehossa tapahtuu ja koko se historia ja prosessi miten ne on nyt tossa ja haistan jotenkin sen huoneen ja tunnen sen fiiliksen mis vaihees toinen nousee ja toinen katsoo ja mitä tapahtu ennen tota tai mitä on…

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story

this space this distance it hurts and heals what i feel for you all the poetry and song is not enough but just a replacement for the touch to taste your saliva on my tongue to feel your eyes on mine to feel your lips around…

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PILLARS

my anxiety is just a reflection of the strength and depth of my inner foundation if your foundation is crumbling you will feel anxiety if you are constructing a new stronger more solid foundation you will also feel anxiety it takes time be patient remember brother,…

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wolves

  Poetry survived To remind us that Without death, nothing would be beautiful For beauty is the feeling Of a moment dying Sorrow, joy, fear Perverted smiles The melodrama The theatre Poets, like wolves Survive On puppets who’s strings have been cut Stranded in the wild…

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june

She took a modelling job in Tokyo with some big brand and after the terrible tsunami there I never heard from her again. Maybe she needed to disappear and got married or something. But all trace of her gone. So I wrote this song… maybe you…

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Rajavartija

Mulla on vahvoja tunteita sua kohtaan…En tiedä oikein onko sulla muaVai oonko vaa joku kiehtova seksikäs runoilija sullejoka sulattaa sun sydämen kun antaudutJoka inpiroi sua ja meillä on tällainen “yhteys”…joka on tietenkin erittäin kaunista… ja se kehittyy ja elää Älä aliarvioi miten voimakas se voi ollaOttaa…

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Dream Life

Step 1) get all my previous content online everywhere possible (songs, videos, photos, poetry, blogs, etc). There is a lot! Yes I always delete stuff but i have it all saved. Step 2) release new content Step 3) Keep creating, practising and growing as an artist…

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