I want to integrate all my passions and interests. It’s difficult because I am constantly being pulled in so many directions. I haven’t yet reached the phase in life where I decide to settle and say okay this is who I am and now it’s time to start a family or something. Every day is this terrifying beautiful adventure. I wonder if other people are like this too. Sometimes when I wake up I don’t feel good. It’s like I got stuck in a dream. But other times I feel really happy and want to open the curtains and kickstart my day. Today I wrote all my different perspectives and roles on this big white cardboard thing where I like to write stuff with different colors. I remind myself that right now in this moment, these words are everything. That makes me smile and I almost feel like I am a child again, exploring outside in the summer, without a care in the world.
