Markus Nylund – Page 44

Winterblüm

you are my oceanwhere i sail my relationshipsand my emotionsgive birth to the inner bloomgreat mother take meinto your wombsoothe my inner w

Winter War

Started the year of wellThinking about my lifeAnd how to make things rightEverything i done so farI learned, i loved, i lostBut it all brought me to youHold me

No you hang up earth has no sorrow heaven cant heal find what you love and let it fuck you up stay with me until the sun goes down time to pull the trigger son find out what she’s all about he comes and he goes…

taas

joskus mies herää sellaseen ihanaan tuskaan sitä miettii kaikenlaista eikä oikein tiedä missä ihmeen paratiisissä sitä oikein taas makaa en kuulu tänne, joku ääni sanoo ajatuksena tuijotan kattovaloa ja huomaan ihan kuin olis ollut koko yön jossain ihan eri todellisuudessa ja nyt ei pääse takaisin ikinä…

winterwar (story)

Was sitting in my living room after working hard all day. Trying to read and drinking tea. But this feeling inside. anxiety. creativity. Her. poetry flowing as fire in my heart. Music like blood boiling in my veins. need guitar. need pen. need notebook. Not sure…

why i write

Not for me. I wanna live forever and there is a growing part within me that believes we have known each other forever and that our names and identities are just temporary costumes we use until we can discard them and drown in each others arms…

Ferrari Ocean

2020 –> (goals for year + decade)★ exercise first thing every morning★ eat plant foods (mostly)★ complete meditation stages 1-10(Culadasa “Mind Illuminated” system)★ build successful online business★ help people with their issues★ record all my best songs★ world street music tour★ buy a house★ get married…

Everything You See

Everything you see is actually the past (from previous thoughts, beliefs, choices, decisions, etc). It is in the nature of the mind to produce anxiety so you are ready for danger. The mind creates problems so it can solve them and then feel good about itself.…

Everything U See

2020

Joo ei mitään pikku hiljaa. Kaikki kerrallaan. Kahvi, porno, liha, vehnä, turhat kelailut, ym. Mullei oo enää aikaa venailla ja pitkittää tuskaa. Now or never motherfuckers! Herään aamulla ja heti lähen ulos joko salille tai juoksee tai kävelee. Jos on ydin sota niin venyttelen himassa. Sen…

FAIL HARD

ACT I you should watch the last episodes of Mr. Robot. totally mind blowing how Elliott has created this version of himself to protect the paradise. and he is talking to the viewer actually as we are in his head. no show has ever done something…

LET CHAOS EXPLODE

i can look at the world right now just before the new decade and see what is wrong in pop music and modern life. i could go down so many roads. i could follow the fear. that inner confusion and drown myself in drink and drugs.…

BODIES WITHIN BODIES

sunday morning. coffee going in the system. need a fake jolt of energy to get the day going and then clean my apartment. getting a new bed later today. it’s wider and firmer. i got my current bed on purpose so i wouldn’t have any female…

MIND MASKS

i’m not a very good writer because i just kind of let the words write themselves. people like me don’t build technology. i just explore my thoughts and emotions. see what happens. like a painter who paints from their innervisions. there is outer world art and…

FUN GUN

deleted everything again also shaved my beard and cut my hair this year i tried returning to my home city thought maybe that could work somehow it didn’t and i am not gonna stay need to keep travelling and exploring Finland is stable and clean tap water is good, supermarkets full…