Description of An Idiot

✓ eats meat✓ avoids intellectual debate✓ believes in god✓ denies climate change✓ prioritizes feel good now✓ employee✓ fixed mindset✓ narcisissist✓ thinks we can’t change anything✓ drinks alcohol✓ smokes cigarettes✓ likes commercial movies/shows✓ thinks they are smarter than they are✓ gets offended easily✓ bad form at gym✓…

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God Mode

god mode is all i knowgod mode is EXTREMEgod mode is the only way this path aint for normal folk: normal ideas, normal bodies, normal minds, normal problems, normal treatments, normal conversations, normal days, normal work, etc FUCK. THAT. IN: art, music, writing, creativity, movement, veganism,…

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5 years

i need five years to figure this out know who i am what i want how to explain all this to people so they can get it too the way i play the way i talk the way i live all this i’m still figuring out…

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god damn it

wish i could affort a new macbook pro because my late 2011 is too old for the logic pro x 90 day trial and i torrented some older versions but kept on crashing computer would just restart when i tried to open it god damn it…

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ALL i ASK

cant you just accept the world as it is let her be the way she was everyone on their journey from life to death trying to make the most of it who are you to say that it would be better if things were different thank…

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heartglass

honest art would be unbearable for anyone but the artist we always have to tone it down think of our precious audience even if its blood, guts and vomit it has to mean something or look beautiful to get it that modern meseum hipster pretense honest…

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i’m such an asshole

i’m such an asshole with all my stupid standards get myself into all this mess with everyone i know always poking holes in people’s concepts as if i am some saint and i’m not even kidding man i try to be and think its possible perfection…

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chains

break these chains in my head hear what i’m saying paradise will never be enough because human nature is a dichotomy of good and evil a balancing act of certain and curiousity and to even experience heaven we need to know what hell feels like survive…

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TORNIO

if loneliness is a crime i’ve been living life on borrowed time and baby i had you all when you were still at the top right before you fell apart as a wild girl with danger in her eyes now becoming a desperate woman with anger…

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6

when i was 6, i decided to start travelling the world mainly because i was bored with where i was living at the time. so i packed a little bag with some clothes, toys and a tooth brush, got on an aeroplane and moved to Kanadia.…

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when the rain falls

when the rain falls i sing these songs they come from a place i do not know by name all i do is follow the pen as it fills the page and take the words on a journey using my guitar and voice as the vehicle…

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LOA book review

I’m pretty sure the author is a successful copywriter from the way he writes. The book tries to remove all your doubts so ultimately you will pay for his course. And he will tell you the bonuses are free which is incredibly dishonest. They are a…

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christ as humanity

musta tuntuu et mä oon jesse himself crucified in real time! (mulle kristus on siis symbolinen käsitys ihmisestä kollektiivisena yhdistyneenä lajiikkeena joka on symbioosissa kaiken luonnon ja kosmoksen kanssa… siis soluna suuressa planet earth systeemissä samoin kuin meidän solut on elimistössä) Christ As Humanity Consciousness: kärsin…

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the other side

you can tell when hearts hurt like hell when the healing has begun the very core of our being shattered into oblivion and nobody knows why you can see it in those sad eyes maybe love breaks us open so we learn about the forces of…

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love was never enough

i want to find someone who can see the beauty in my dark twisted soul who wont run away like a scared little girl at the first signs of trouble i want someone to get through the night with when heaven feels like a sick joke…

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comeback

i wanna call you i wanna see you but i cant cause you wont cause you hate and you hurt or i dont know but i sure do so many days now without you going crazy all alone with these thoughts nobody understands what it’s like…

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All My Dreams Are Dead

This was sent as a newsletter to my fans/subscribers… Deleted everything again (permanently):* instagram* facebook* youtube* whatsapp* spotify* appleetc, etc You can find my music from 2007-2015 here (for now because it’s free for me to keep them there): I don’t really know what I…

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