Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Nothing like making sweet music with imaginary friends on a beautiful autumn day as the leaves begin to rust and you can feel the dark promise of winter looming ahead. You feel pride and envy at the workers, the bus drivers, the mailmen, the cashiers and…
People been asking me but how will you play these songs live? My answer: Improvise! I never understood artists who play the same songs live in the same way for a million years. That is not art. Live music is JAZZ. Jazz is not a genre. It’s a WAY to…
For many years now I have been trying to de-program myself by removing all my opinions on matters. It’s not easy! That is one of the reasons I mostly live as a recluse because every time I get involved with people again, it’s just a big…
I have no idea who I am or who I’ve ever been. Identities confuse me. Maybe that is why I gravitated towards being an artist since I was in my early teens which is also when I gave up playing with toys and video games. My…
For the last 5 months I’ve been living like a monk. No booze or sugar or coffee. Or people. Mostly eating whole foods. Staying home and making music and reading a lot of books and watching movies. I go to the gym and running on alternate…
born as gods from day one they all look for us want us and miss us lonely poet stuck in hell composing neon symphonies for the mad and the loveless lonely like the sun But in all honesty, there is nobody else i would be but…
After I get all this music stuff out of the way, I would like to take a year off and work a proper job or perhaps many jobs like Bukowski in Factotum. I see a romance to that way of life. Backbreaking work, coffee breaks, asshole…
i know how you feel when nothing feels like anything dopamine levels oblitarated from all the drugs and the lies you try to find an ounce of meaning of excitement, of purpose why even bother the sun is out so you close your curtains bingewatch Kingdom…
I was once in a metro in Helsinki and as usual, nobody was talking or looking at each other. White people in the North are fiercely quiet and independent because we have evolved from being tribal apes unlike some races who are way too loud and…
We have no gods We have no politics We have no family We have no nation We have no leaders We have no tribe We have no identity We have no past We have no plan We CREATE the world We LOVE it all We SHINE…
my life is a conspiracy against the human mind sent here by the gods my mission is simple to make you feel whole again feed the hungry souls with all the broken promises now fulfilled make you feel whole again my voice, my guitar great weapons…
wish i had some famous actor friends to spend time with on weekends talk about their roles and awards eat lunch in their mansions get drunk on their booze make love to their fans understand how they build their characters see the world from their eyes
I’m a modern man,A man for the millennium,Digital and smoke free.A diversified multicultural postmodern deconstructionist,Politically anatomically and ecologically incorrect.I’ve been uplinked and downloaded.I’ve been inputted and outsourced.I know the upside of downsizing.I know the downside of upgrading.I’m a high tech lowlife.A cutting edge state-of-the-art bicoastal multitasker,And…
Love brings outThe best and worst in usBecause love is lightAnd light exposes DarknessAnd shadows Everytime something happensWhich annoys youOr for some other r
My favorite single moment of the year is when it snows for the first time to mark a new winter. So I don’t mean the snow in the beginning of the year. That is not as magical. Although perhaps if I was released from prison, it…
that manic joy kicking in you feel so alone and alive that nobody will ever know you because they will never understand what you’ve been through to get from there to here and all the way back again find a doorway amidst the noise soundscape rejoice…
Woke up again 3 hours before my alarm (7am) which has been happening quite a lot recently. And when I stumble from bed into the kitchen to see the time it always seems to be 4:42. This time I had a good dream and right now…
this one’s for youthe angel of the oceani know you have beenwaiting for meoh how i long for your touch on my skinto heal these aching woundsyou find loveit brea
you said you had your million reasons why you wanted to be with me as we walked in the winter wonderlands holding hands and dreams leave it all behind and just drive, we thought go to Norway and build our own life there but then something…
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