Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Along with music, I’ve been attempting to figure out life but it seems the goal posts are always moving. The more I know, the more I know what is possible. And thus, knowledge becomes relative. You are actually learning how little you know. The Socrates thing……
i realised i am the marxist evil jordan peterson talks about so much in his lectures and interviews… i don’t like categories, genres, boundaries, identities… then again this is also the source of my inner war. Capitalism, christianity and family is all a possible cure for…
It’s been a crazy week. Crazy month. Crazy year. Today is laundry day. And the clocks went back an hour. Congrats on Khabib (UFC champ) for the win and retirement. This man has taught me a lot about honor. I miss travelling the world. Decided to keep…
too many books to read videos to watch thoughts to think places to see people to talk to too much time can’t handle it no more too many lies i want more
The youtube thing is going okay. Getting new music out there. Generating some views and engagement. I am quite proud of my work so far. But really struggling to grow an audience. This month I have been sharing my thoughts on twitter but I can’t seem to…
i keep having these conversations with the people i know people in my email people from my shows people in my phone but i forget to ask all the right questions forget to go deeper and get curious instead we just babble on agree on almost…
window dark outside a lonely autumn leaf fluttering going somewhere, nowhere like a body lost at sea taken by the waves, surrendered abandoned used to be part of a beautiful tree now drifting, floating, swerving without purpose soon it will lose even this last momentum fade…
The Invitation by Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to…
That is my weakness. I have been moving from place to place for so long that eventually it becomes a way of living. When i was a kid we relocated to another continent and then as a teen, back again. Since then I’ve been on the…
i wanna find a beautiful girl to make me feel like the genius that i know i am and was born as i know i will and when i do she will know it too and our beautiful genius kids will roam the galaxies and rule…
Once, I ran from fear so fear controlled me. Until I learned to hold fear like a newborn. Listen to it, but not give in. Honour it, but not worship it. Fear could not stop me anymore. I walked with courage into the storm. I still…
Sometimes you gotta hit that reset button. It’s ok. The dark paths can be tempting because they provide instant response and state change. Like any drug. You get high on your own supply. The rush of emotions lifting you up (or burying you alive). Whatever the…
my life is a conspiracyagainst the human mindsent here by the godsmy mission is simple to make you feel whole again feed the hungry soulswith all the broken pro
i miss all the days we never spent togetherbefore we knew each other and since we last sawi miss the places we never wentand all the gifts we never boughti miss
I was always fascinated with music since I can remember. At first it was just the songs I heard from speakers. And there were guitars around
spent my whole life following the ruleshad a name, chased famefell in love with loserslost the loveas i fell for the spelleventually it was just mein an empty r
I’ve been trying to figure out the vegan diet for the last 12 years. Just doesn’t work for me. It’s a beautiful idea for a different kind of world. But I don’t think it works for most people. We need to drop all these stupid diets…
This post is dedicated to my two friends from another life, Jonathan and Joey. We had some great times as we SLAYED it on the playgrounds at recess. I think they are also the only two people I fought? Sometimes mister Clark would make me read…
got problems in my lifebeen trying to finda way to turn myself aroundgot problems in my mindit’s been working over timei really thought i’d finda way to hide fr
Nothing like making sweet music with imaginary friends on a beautiful autumn day as the leaves begin to rust and you can feel the dark promise of winter looming ahead. You feel pride and envy at the workers, the bus drivers, the mailmen, the cashiers and…