love was never enough

i want to find someone
who can see the beauty
in my dark twisted soul
who wont run away
like a scared little girl
at the first signs of trouble

i want someone
to get through the night with
when heaven feels like a sick joke
of which i am the punchline

i want to find
a final place to hide
i wanna crawl in there
think about my pointless life
flame flickering its last breaths
just lay there and die

i know nothing
so i dream
all this hurt and sorrow
reminds me of a girl
i once loved
all the girls i ever loved
but love was never enough