almost 21pm and i still have an hour left to work on songs and then maybe watch an episode of halt and catch fire. on the last season, it’s been a great show so far.  just finished watching joshx and his wife talking to vegetable police…

who am i kidding. i am never gonna be an entrepreneur or coach or leader or self help guru woowoo daddy. just aint my bag baby. i am too crazy and unpredicatble for that shit. and a sucker for romance.  even when i try to routinize…

old patterns creeping up again. this deep unpleasant feeling of destruction and disconnection. been putting out some smoke signals to say hello people this is what i believe in. at first they ridicule and criticise which fires me up. but when you alienate people too much…

i first went vegan in 2009 after dabbling with vegetarian the previous year. i briefly dated a beautiful catholic girl in ireland where i was living. she was a geneticist, ran marathons and didn’t consume any animal products. she never pushed vegan on me but because…

sorry for all the robots the other day when i said ignore the algorithms. i was just butthurt for not being famous and for failing every attempt in the last 20 years. but i did learn the game. and i will be back soon.  once you…

i remember when i first discovered all this health knowledge 15 years ago. it was an awakening. but even before that, everything preceding this moments of receiving fresh knowledge prepared me to be open to receiving that information and wanting to explore more. it was shocking…

its been a productive day. already evening so didnt write in the morning like i promised. dont wanna force it. wanted to let some ideas breathe a bit. pacing around my apartment like a caged lion thinking things through and hashing ’em out. had some breakthroughs…

feeling a bit funky this morning. still got lots of room for improvement regarding my nutrition, routine, lifestyle, etc. sometimes i just get frustrated but able to pull myself out of the fog quite quickly. or just to accept and move on, keep working, keep living. …

i was in my early 20s working at a record store in helsinki. we were out drinking and i annoyed some guys who walked by with rude comments. i liked to provoke people back in the day. so one of them asked aggressively \”what did you…

my dream is not only to get my own beach house in tenerife with a vitamix and a grand piano, walk on the beach and swim in the atlantic. i am gonna be a wealthy man with love in my heart.  but i want it for…

last night i joined this webclass with a dude i hired a few years back to help me with some business stuff. he is a good guy and knows what he is doing. his approach works if you want a cookie cutter path to online income.…

monday morning. just had my morning black tea with motherswort and tulsi herbs. after that i have a big decaf. lots of sugar in both. since the packages are running low i dont expect this habit to continue longer than a week. after that quitting caffeine…

i have yet to go public with this blog. well it is online but i haven’t shared the link anywhere besides a spiritual forum i just joined. i am still getting a lot of stuff out of my system and sometimes writing is the best way…

you are sitting in a room somewhere. everything around you is somebody’s product and all products began as an idea, a thought in someone’s head. the songs you listen to. the books you read. the movies you watch. the chair you are sitting on. the bed…