CUCKOO

fucking hell i am in a bad cycle been microdosing last 3-4 months drinking on the off days and lots of xanax last few weeks feel like total zombie coffee in the morning none of these are helping me need to quit all drugs for 2023…

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current health

Next tuesday I have full blood test that measures all the specifics, can send you when i get results… I was born 1983 Height 187cm Weight 95kg I eat basica junk food diet, drink soda, beer, coffee, lots of salt, sugar, butter, dairy, fat…  know none of…

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robot rats

used to run the rat race before the rats took over the place now the rats run in my mind running away from time running away from the ties that bind running towards some kind of dying light comes alive on xmas nights new religions born,…

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Avatar 2 (film review)

The last movie I went to see in the cinema was Dune and that was incredible. I had similarly high expectations for the new Avatar considering the director has gone vegan and it seemed his heart is in the right place. But this movie is terrible.…

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moonflower

thank you for showing me where the demons hide you were right, i am just like your father and your grandfather and all the fathers of a violent love that hurts us and blind us and i need to sometimes become those demons so i can…

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Bathin

this is also the special portal her cat is starting at when its darkwhen the invisible waves crash too hard that laugh in the end is wonder fullsome elite warrior humor trying to find a therapist here or online or somethinginvisible waves keep crashing into me…

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Bak Bone

i will be in front of you to test your next step.i will stay behind you to catch you, if you stumble.i will walk beside you, so we journey together arm in arm.b

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Dear someone

Sometimes I feel like I am completely going insane. Other times I feel like I am going completely insane. What doesn’t kill you makes you… Crazier. Fun times! The main issue i have is this: There are 3 selves battling for supremacy: 1. Science, logic, morality,…

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Artist life

The Real Me by Markus Nylund Wrote this song about all the craziness of the modern world. As men and women we are all put into boxes/labels and play our roles in the marketplace of ideas, relationships, jobs and communities. It can be easy to get…

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Photo/video captions

Sept 28 Well university didnt last long. I dont play well with teachers and groups. But met a lot of cool people there and got a generous student loan from Mother Finland i spent on a jacket i still wear. Found myself at Lost Continent (yes…

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Levitation 21

would love to find a spiritual gathering + ecstatic dance that plays music beyond EDM/electro/dj stuff… like this song  and also love supreme, bitches brew, mahavishnu orchestra jazz is the best dance music there is it is unpredictable it will open you up and bring out…

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Zuck

Question for Mark Zuckerberg, Who designed the “backgrounds” for posts? Turds with eyes/mouth, soccer balls, smiling hearts, etc… Wtf? This is some scary s**t (pun intended). You guys been hitting the bong too hard on lunch break at FB hq? Or maybe too many drops of…

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Health freak

I have been a health freak since 2008 when i met Sinead in ireland. We dated and she was hot, catholic, vegan, phd scientist who loved poetry and rocknroll. I wish i could remember her last name! lol Since then its been quite a journey……

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