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inner conflict

i have these two selves

the artist

and 

the entrepreneur

constant war

i have to acknowledge both, otherwise i lose the balance and then it’s neither, it’s just chaos and madness

artist is creativity… abstract… dynamic… inner
entrepreneur is order… discipline… outer

it is a mistake to…

I’ve been experimenting with optimising my health since 2008 when I was living in Ireland and banging this irish girl who was a vegan scientist running marathons. Eventually I noticed she was eating berries for breakfast and started to ask…

I started playing music from a young age. Started on piano and then drums and then guitar and then singing. I wrote my first songs when I was 15. Things progressed from there. I thought I was gonna get famous…

I took me a long time to really know myself and know what I want and what I need, to be at my best. There’s no point trying to be someone I am not. This doesn’t mean I cannot change…

I have developed a lot of wisdom in my 35 years of existence. I have learned from failures. I have travelled to 30-40 countries and lived in about 5. I have read a lot of books on different topics and…

Again. God damn it. I fell of the wagon. Went too far. Too extreme. Too many things at once. I thought I was bullet proof. But the only proof I got is that I have a world of madness under…

I woke up this morning feeling more tired than yesterday although I went to sleep much earlier last night. Either I slept too much (8.5 hours) or I didn’t sleep well, not sure which. I remember waking up a few…

I decided to create a new character whom to inhabit. His name is Mark Mavrik. He is 35. He is an aspiring coach He is aware that he is writing about himself in third person right now and thus decides…

Howdy. I started playing music when I was 6-7. I fell in love with Imagine and wanted to learn the drum fill before the first chorus. So I got a keyboard from santa and you could get drum sounds from…

Mine as well get right into it and start with the end in mind! I think the answer to this is very simple. It starts with the individual. Me and you. Our daily choices and actions. Eating. Moving. Work. Money.…