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Dont tell me you couldn’t reach me. Same email for last 15 years. I never disappear. I just shapeshift. I don’t blame you for my problems. It’s all your fault. Punch the mirror. Blood everywhere. Hungry so I eat it…

Never tell an American a joke. They’ve heard them all. And they make you feel unamerican because you didn’t know. Like here’s one: Bipolar means polar bear who swings both ways. I love America. The worse it gets, the better…

We suffer, we grow. When life is easy, we get weak. That is dangerous. Drinking alcohol is poison. It just makes you dumb and violent and racist. You drink because you are weak. You can’t handle life without booze and…

all these stupid blogs and stories meds and diets and apartments and projects songs and training my voice and writing poetry playing my guitar while watching shows and formula 1 reading all these books i buy on amazon got like…

Woke up at 6am this morning. Went downstairs. Got the coffee going. Drank some water. Powered up the ol’ laptop that’s been humming along for 8+ years now. Sat on my saddle chair (my horse), rolled up my sleeves and…

I don’t think I am going to continue with this path any longer. I just can’t do it. I realised that coaching is really not for me at all. I have no interest in dealing with other people’s problems or…

I finished another book but because I didn’t like it, I am not going to tell you what it was or who wrote it. But I will tell you how it made me feel. I post my reviews on Good…

Emptiness. 

That’s why quitting our addictions and bad habits is so difficult. They keep us stimulated and distracted. Anything to avoid that agonising feeling of loneliness and dread. 

I have tried everything. I just cannot seem to outwit the devil. I know…

I was sitting in the sauna this evening. Thinking about my addictions. And how the year has started so far. It is going pretty well. Something has changed. The way I talk to myself. It’s more positive. I give less…

I read a book about using persuasion secrets of villains and I wanted to review it here but because I didn’t like the book I don’t want to mention the name of it. 

The title of the book got me interested…