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Reality Check #1

These words are coming from somewhere but nobody knows where. I’m guessing it’s the same place time and light come from. Nothingness. Everythingness. I have wanted to start this blog for a long time. But I wasn’t ready. Now it…

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I escaped a mental hospital and started this blog. It is my BEST friend. Topics covered: poetry, music, movies, books, spirituality, sex, travel, etc… I am a Godless man (without beliefs, only experience). I lust for salvation but drive a…

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I like to express my thoughts and experiences and emotions and ideas in songs, poems, blog posts and all the books I haven’t written yet and however else I can be creative. I read a lot. I’ve lived in many…

The Birth of Light

Hello there. This is the first post. It’s a new month and I wanted to get this blog started. I’m not interacting on social media these days but would like to have a place where I can share my thoughts.…

My Eurovision experience.

Last night I was on Estonian national tv. We took part in this song/singing competition where the winner goes on to a bigger competition called Eurovision. You can watch our performance here:   For the last month or so,…

Why did I start a blog?

Because I’ve been feeling a little socially isolated lately. And this can never be a good thing. Besides, I’ve learned some good stuff on my life journey so far. It would be foolish and selfish to not share my experiences…

Markus who?

so i decided to start a blog. to get started, here are some facts about me. i currently live in Tallinn, Estonia. i make music for a living. i am 30 years old. i was born in Finland but grew…

one of those days

It’s one of those days when I just… wanna disappear. And start again. Somewhere far. One of those days when the way the sun shines irritates me. I can’t believe I deluded myself into thinking that “these” days are behind…

The Enemy that keeps me going.

All animals including humans don’t instinctively like change because in the wild change is a threat. The more comfortable we are, the safer. Comfort and safety is great for relationships and probably society and happiness and health and avoiding stress…

Sweet Little Tragedy (NEW SONG)

(you can listen to the song and read the lyrics from the following link: ) Another song of mine that’s been floating around for 3-4 years which is when the lyrics were written but since then the song has took…