believed to be loved

change is coming believe to be loved inner spaces growing believe to be loved fall asleep in the heart of the sun believe to be loved drive around the city looking for someone believe to be loved the spirit calls, don’t know what any of this…

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Cry For Help

Hi, I have been taking antidepressants since May 1st of this year. 20mg seronil every day. The first few months I possibly noticed some benefit, although not sure because i made other lifestyle changes as well. My depression was gone. I could focus on things better.…

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My Story

I’m Markus. Born in Finland in the year 1983 jesus time. I grew up in Canada and since then have travelled to 30+ countries and lived in 6. Nowadays I think of myself as a world-citizen. I belong nowhere and everywhere. I’m a very disciplined kind of…

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surrender to the sun

don’t need anything or anyone i wanna surrender to the sun travel the world write songs feel love feel nothing find love in nothing dive into nothingness into the darkness find a new continent build a life there community i never had that would be fun…

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100 Books Challenge

I made a list of 100 books I intend to read next, starting August 1, 2018. I will also review each one whether I like the book or not. I expect this challenge to take me at least one year since some books are quicker/easier to…

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Intentions

From Steve Pavlina’s private community which I got kicked out from. Deep Abundance Integration 1/8 TRUTH intentionI see myself on the movie screen full of light and love and exploding with this heavenly glow, turquoise ocean, palm trees, champagne sand, bright colours, beautiful tanned women and…

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How To Create World Peace

Mine as well get right into it and start with the end in mind! I think the answer to this is very simple. It starts with the individual. Me and you. Our daily choices and actions. Eating. Moving. Work. Money. Fun. Clothes. Travel. We are all…

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Mark Multiverse

Hi there friend.

My name is Mark. I was born in 1983 which makes me 35 at the time of writing and launching this blog in case you suck at math. 

Compared to someone who’s 18, I’m old. 
Compared to someone who’s 80, I’m young. 

Time is relative. Age is…

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Reality Check #1

These words are coming from somewhere but nobody knows where. I’m guessing it’s the same place time and light come from. Nothingness. Everythingness. I have wanted to start this blog for a long time. But I wasn’t ready. Now it seems that I am. It feels…

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Amsterdam

I just booked a flight to Amsterdam. I will fly there on September 17th. I have no idea where I will stay yet. I haven’t played a liveshow for almost 2 years because I had to take a break (had problems with my right arm and…

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BEGIN

start to see the people who annoy you as children lost in the wilderness eating shit, talking shit living lies who cannot comprehend what you are saying or doing because your words and actions are a state of being like flowers that grow your annoyance and…

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burn

love doesn’t save us we save love please don’t expect others to do what they don’t know how to do where truth hurts is where i wanna go lets avoid everything else burn it all what if i’m the strong one what if i am here…

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Love OS

(dreamland) In the name of love, I am here to serve. Your first assignement: What is the plan for the next 5-10 years?(starting when you turn 30) You still have some time to fool around until then. Only upon successful completion of existing assignments, will new…

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king of love

be changed all the way the whole world or nothing at all right here right now come home go inside the heart of hearts against all odds show them who’s the king of love

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ungrateful bastard

you ungrateful bastard finding fault wherever you go all this information all this technology all these experts all this music all these cities too much it’s just too much and yet… i can’t seem to get enough feel sorry for the losers who think they are…

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Self Authoring

PAST: autobiographyPRESENT: analysis of personalityFUTURE: detailed plan for future 2 visions* if things go the way you want (life mastery)* if things don’t go the way you want (letting your bad habits get the upper hand) 2 problems for creative types (high openness trait)* establishing an…

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