Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
I woke up this morning feeling more tired than yesterday although I went to sleep much earlier last night. Either I slept too much (8.5 hours) or I didn’t sleep well, not sure which. I remember waking up a few times feeling like it must be…
I decided to create a new character whom to inhabit. His name is Mark Mavrik. He is 35. He is an aspiring coach He is aware that he is writing about himself in third person right now and thus decides to make the necessary changes to…
InsincereLacking depthProfoundly dishonestReligiousDumbTraditionalBoringAmericanIrrational They might be rich and “successful” within their own definitions but only if you want to live in a bubble of fake smiles and pro-conservative christian pseudo-spiritual values. Nothing is to be questioned. Ever.No negative thoughts are to be expressed. Ever.No chaos. Ever.…
You want children as much as i want to explore blind spots
To build a huge global brandGet married with dream womanHave 5 kidsBuild a communityLive in a castleWin a grammy awardInner peaceEmotional masterySexual masterySpiritual masteryMusic masteryBecome an international iconUnite humanityIntegrate art science religion100 milllion € net worthMillion+ followers onlineHelp millions of people find peace and loveViking warrior…
The idea that success is something to learn or chase or achieve That thought has made a lot people that are not you, very rich But these people are not fulfilled They create imbalance in the world Art is the only solution
Hello friend. I hope this letter finds you in good spirits. I’m on a mission. And I am obsessed with this mission. I will succeed or die trying. There is no plan B. There is no backup plan. THIS IS IT! But I need your help……
When you criticise the world from your bubble When your judge your judgemental relatives When you hate your weak addicted pathetic self Remember The same universal love Flows through all of us All things All places All phenomena Home is in the realization Peace is the…
Done with walking around like a bum With all my stuff in my backpack Staring at celebrity perfume ads on bus stops Wondering how broke johnny depp is That he has to whore himself like this Poor bastard I am done with being a poor bastard…
I’m happiest in the winter time When its dark and cold outside Puts my bullshit mental problems in perspective Just gotta stand outside for 20 seconds And feel the gratitude start pumping As i go back into my warm home With my songs and books and…
Heal the hearts of your ancestors You have access to the divine knowledge Use it, see it, feel it Feed your body with it Bathe yourself in it Let the light shine through you That is your way That is your job That is your work…
I was not as strong as my songs So i had to go away Find something or someone To help me on this crazy path To bring to you This buried light
Change is not a choice But a voice Crying in hurt under a mask Of evil spirits
All the hurt All the failed relationships All the drunken nights All the meaningless sex Prepared us For this Finally feel the joy This is better than mdma Want to serve you Bathe in true love Thank the gods Whatever it all means I will vacuum…
The only thing more powerful than beauty Is charisma When you have both The world is at your feet Just look at hollywood celebrity worship And tell me i am wrong Anybody can be beautiful within And charismatic without Anyone. I wrote this book to tell…
Sandcastles for demons Floating in forgotten oceans Trapped in city rivers Pink sky painted by the fumes Of cheap flights But a cheap price Always comes with a cost Erotic cinema for dreamers
Feels good to fall so hard With you Softness in my heart To know that i will fall With you Or continue falling With you Exploring parts of ourselves We never knew Feeling our fears Nursing our hurts Me yours You mine Eternal christmas Funeral for…
One of the most beautiful cities You will ever visit Meeting someone who makes you feel real But having to let them go Finding the place they call home In a sea of lost thieves Questions in your mind That breed like rats A museum full…
It was a necessary upgrade I needed to make From my beliefs To the way My body cries But my mind feels joy And gratitude
Would speak less Listen more Be more quiet Let the inner silence roar Would not give in to urges Instead ride the waves Find new pleasures Hiding within the storms of their minds Would turn all engines off Ride a bicycle Go for a walk Listen…