surrender to the sun

don’t need anything
or anyone
i wanna
surrender to the sun
travel the world
write songs
feel love
feel nothing
find love
in nothing
dive into
nothingness
into the darkness
find a new continent
build a life there
community i never had
that would be fun
funny how after all this time
all those troubles and games
i am back to what i know best
singing my songs
whatever else happens
i don’t fucking care anymore
don’t need anything
or anyone
i wanna surrender
to the sun