you suck
I only feel good when i am high everything else feels like a waste of time shoot your shot in the shit show play to win and when you lose be happy that you have even less because less is more and more then again, i…
Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
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coz i can
Because I can. There has been a general malaise in my way of being recently Almost like an invisible splinter in an invisible place Perhaps a relic from the spirit realms Not that I know if any of that is real I let my mind drift…
addicted 2 books
ADDICTED TO BOOKS I’m addicted to books. I keep buying more. Nowadays only for kindle because it’s more convenient. And sometimes I sell or give them away before I have even read them. All kinds of books. I have about 10 categories. I tell myself they…
the game
there are games we play that cannot be won there are also games we play in the name of fun but then there are games infinite games these games make life worth living.
Going places
When your attitude is right The facts wont count Your gonna meet someone Who will change the game Open doors you never even knew Were closed You just gotta be ready I miss most The mundane moments Like waiting for a movie to start Or wandering…
Back in the city
The last 6 years Mostly lived as a recluse Far away from everything Didn’t have much money But had a lot of time and space To sit alone and contemplate Worked intensely on skills and songs For the last 2192 days Living in a two-room apartment…
Next Steps For Me
i’m trying to educate myself by going to the root and source of everything my music and poetry are thus far the ramblings and expressions of a confused madman perhaps there is great truth amongst it but it is so muddled with despair and dishonesty that…
Big Bertha
How do you deal with feelings of envy & jealousy? Often my negative emotions overwhelm me. This sends me down a spiral of dark thoughts towards self-loathing. Need help. I think i skipped the part in my youth where we learn this stuff and mature emotionally.…
Tomahawk
AI, might change the game, but nothing can replace the human touch. oujeee, i know you’re scaredbut dont think your listeningdont blink or you might miss everything. jiihaa, heart beat like a tomahawklost girls cheering on the blockdont believe the hype.
cunt trees
I’ve been trying to figure this out for the last 15 years and still failing hard. Can’t even stay vegan but that’s because I don’t really care about that, veganism is just a stupid political/ethical ideology with zero basis in reality. Veganism is not wise because…
NEED SOME ADVICE
I’ve been away from society last 6 years (since 2018), my wilderness years. Needed a break and rebirth. Had to kind of relearn everything. Like humpty dumpty putting himself back together again. It was difficult but amazing too. Totally worth it. I will miss it. Just…
Books
Sold the rest of my books. Already gave away most in the summer to some ukraine charity. Would’ve given to any other country too if that was an option. I dont believe in countries. Further thoughts on books/reading: ▪︎ Books are no fun when moving ▪︎…
The Drifter (short story)
Most days I just walk around. Wander the streets. Sometimes I go to shopping centers because they are clean and nobody belongs there. I feel calm there. I might buy a vegetable juice now and then but usually I buy nothing. Other times I might fill…
God Mode 4eva
What is your #1 health goal right now? Be specific. Get rid of the mucus in my body and achieve physiological liberation through fasting, enemas, eating fruit and green leaves. Then I can fully unleash my creative powers to the world for the benefit of ALL.…
Shire
Found my shire A place to unpack bags, unclench fists, relax, nose breathe, run, write, meditate, dream, practise, rest, read, ponder and create. We are the Earth! And remember, it’s never too late to reset and begin again. You are infinite. #godmode
NEVER TOO LATE
You can always begin again No matter how bad it gets Its never too late All phenomena fades away Including our troubles And even our shame Its why we meditate To learn the ways of being To innerstand the complexity Of this strange reality Who we…
Mucusless Diet Healing System
Final thoughts before day 1. Got the 7 day program (+ the video course upsell). Have all the books. Start my journey monday morning (tomorrow). September 16, 2024. A new chapter and era. Asked a few friends if they wanna join. Nope. None. Also based on…
Probably
For Some Reason 16/9/24 Not looking for recognition But confirmation That i’m on the right track Maybe go to america one day Drive an old cadillac A friend said the world i know Is no more But i dont care Always had great hair Beautiful useless…
Changing Season
Finnish island in 4 seasons Or… Nordic poet brain in 4 seasons. My favorite seasons in chronological order: 1. Autumn 2. Winter 3. Summer 4. Spring Happiest country on Earth! Seriously tho…. we are like super happy here. So happy it hurts. I can barely believe…
HEALTH IS WEALTH
Perhaps the thoughts and voices we hear constantly in our heads are just different parts of the brain/body communicating with each other? Also known as the human condition. Or how about… The Totalitarian Spirit of Rationality The last few weeks have been a complete disaster for…