Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Been writing songs since 1998. First it started unmechanically, as a way to process what was happening. I was 15 and everything felt like it was falling apart. Or perhaps I just woke up out of my childhood slumber to realise something that was always happening:…
HI. THIS IS MY STORY. I’m Markus Nylund from Finland. Been writing songs since 1998. First it started unmechanically, as a way to process what was happening. I was 15 and everything felt like it was falling apart. Or perhaps I just woke up out of my…
2019-2024 Felt like one year.35-40, ONE ERAdeep healingleveling up on my music skillsartist/poet capabilities
1 Don’t know how to live in this crazy world Where nothing is what it seems All my dreams of youth fading away Like abandoned cities 2 No longer even know What’s really missing Programmed to want more But might need nothing 3 Feel so empty,…
misanthrope, mystic, artist, poet, song maker, multi-instrumentalist, performer blah blah blah… No people, No cry? I fluctuate between full blown misanthropy and non-dual love of all. I suppose I even love my hate. Personality type: INFJ. The shrinks don’t know what to do with me nor…
you win world all i ask is that you let me sing my songs of defeat as i go down with the ship and i’ll take all my shit with me into the abyss where i am happiest anyways leave all you beautiful winners dancing in…
SOLID GROUND just can’t seem to get a grasp on things but man i’m really trying just can’t seem to get on top of it feel like i’m guided by invisible monsters looking for some solid ground where i can take some rest from the storms…
sunday evening at home making oven veggies getting darker and colder out there feel this emptiness eating away at me again watching a show i dont even like need to take this day off from music fingers need to rest but it’s hard to not have…
There’s a huge tradeoff between making great art and living a happy, healthy life. Intense loneliness, misery and failure is a test. Either it breaks you and you give up. Or it drives you to dig deeper then ever before. Success in life will most likely…
Thought I’d just start making movies… most of my ideas are terrible and it often takes me years to just narrow the focus (and calm down) to something I can actually manage but that’s just the way my process works… a lot of false starts… wrong…
I write a lot of poetry most of it is awful Compulsive need to keep at it Writing often feels like I am vomiting my guts out Purging demons,
faked insanity to not have to work could stay home all day work on my songs read books write poetry understand the world prepare for the future save all you fat fucks from the jaws of hell
i got issues when i realized i have puncher’s chance at fame i decided to give all my stuff away only kept my guitar and some old narratives that keep me locked and loaded just gotta survive this day and the long cold winter ahead i…
i got through the day and for me that is like winning a gold medal every day is survival when you are dealing with my twisted suicidal mind fucking hell what a life but i’m good now safe and sound watching hacks on my laptop day…
I fell of the cliff but then returned as a lobster ruled the world for awhile then got bored and took a hike passed the point of no return They said never come back but what the hell I dont follow any rules I bend light…
Doing things the wrong way is highly under-valued Takes courage to walk the plank smiling proud You suddenly wake up in a foreign city There are lemons and tulips It’s okay, everything is free When we learn to live Like bumble bees And see all this…
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HOW I DID IT Zero to Hero From unknown to millions of followers. From dead broke (welfare) to millions of dollars. From miserable f**k to… well, still working on that! MUSICIAN MANIFESTO 2025 Put everything on hold, stop scrolling and searching. READ THIS BOOK INSTEAD. I…
Fuck this shit. Tried it all, nothing helps or works and then I just feel even worse. All that woowoo meditation, breathing, health food, self help, social media feel good new age kumbaya blablablalaa. FUCK IT ALL!!! The best medicine for me: Bukowski booksBob Dylan 60s…
Would love to record here one day but I can’t afford it right now. Need a record label. Need money. Need work. Need gigs. Need a wife. My new album is a masterpiece but nobody knows who I am. It will be released soon. I am…