I Suck At Community 

That is my weakness. I have been moving from place to place for so long that eventually it becomes a way of living. When i was a kid we relocated to another continent and then as a teen, back again. Since then I’ve been on the run. During 1989-2019 I travelled around the world. And I miss it. This is a great way to create an artist! Born sensitive, I was forced to become more open minded and creative to deal with my neurosis. But since you can’t win a losing hand, you gotta play a different game. Bob Dylan taught me that personally. It’s easy for me to find groups and entertain the bored and the beautiful with my strangeness. But I never quite fit in anywhere and when I do, my ego feels threatened. When I organised parties, I would just invite everyone like some kind of abandoned dog. Eventually I became the party and the last man alive. You don’t forget nights with me. EVER. So now I am trying to take everything I know and being honest with what I don’t. To find my people. I know you are out there. My music is just bait for something bigger. Or maybe it’s a way for me to enter your worlds. Because I secretly long to belong. We need creativity. But we also need community. The twin forces, which drive humanity and maybe all of life. I’m not really the kind of man who leads you into battle. I’m the guy who leaps around in a misty forest alone, looking for creatures to play with and exploring the way limbs move. To remind you what a mindfuck amusent park museum existence is. I’m a distraction (and maybe you are mine). An escape. But one where there is no coming back from if I do my job right. VICEVOIDS is a mask that looks great in mirrors and gets attention at underground costume orgies. Thoughts? You have been given permission by the gods to explore in the name of love and justice. Silently, if you prefer.

10/15/2020

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Oct 19, 2020, 5:22AM

vicevoids

all good bro, just needed a reset
learning as i go