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Sometimes you gotta hit that reset button. It’s ok. The dark paths can be tempting because they provide instant response and state change. Like any drug. You get high on your own supply. The rush of emotions lifting you up (or burying you alive). Whatever the emotion may be. But whatever goes up, must come down. It might be more wise to choose a smoother sailing option. Save the chaos for your creative outlet. That is something I am working on. To keep my day to day life nice and calm. And then unleash all heaven and hell when I am working on my songs. I like climactical art. But it’s a tough balancing act to get right. There is always that worrywar of creativity vs community. The former is a fiercely independent lonewolf venture while the latter is inherently collaborative. You can perhaps be creative with others and also commune with whatever is around you. Turn the tables. So it’s possible to build bridges between worlds and integrate elements. I am learning as I go. Maybe I need to get out more. The forest is my museum. I’m happy you found a new path of light and rejected the seductive whispers of hate. Keep rejecting. Keep whispering. KEEP GOING. vv

10/13/2020

in THOUGHTS, SPIRITUALITY

Oct 19, 2020, 12:32PM

E.  •  Tallinn

building bridges is a pair of words that resonates deeply

Oct 19, 2020, 6:05PM

vicevoids

yeah it’s a powerful idea… the problem is always want to blow them up when things are working
i get discouraged and disappointed and chaos overtakes me

but i can’t afford to do it anymore… really gotta make this work

I’m desperate and broke

Oct 19, 2020, 6:06PM

vicevoids

fake it till i make it if i have to