Category Psyche

Explore the artist’s psyche: shadow work, power, flow, discipline, and presence. Mental discipline for creators, seekers, and rebels who want more. Notes on how to stay sharp while making art and walking through the gates of heaven and hell. Posts on mindset, focus, and creative discipline. Mental tools for staying sharp and steady.

All My Dreams Are Dead

This was sent as a newsletter to my fans/subscribers… Deleted everything again (permanently):* instagram* facebook* youtube* whatsapp* spotify* appleetc, etc You can find my music from 2007-2015 here (for now because it’s free for me to keep them there): …

Had it all, lost it all (newsletter)

not really sure why i am even sending this somehow i thought this year would be different i had more stability, my own placepractising music, meditation, gym met this girl i really really liked and things were going greatwas writing poetry…

LOVEHATE

“sorry for the awful emails, you didnt deserve that. You ignited something so deep in me that it brought all this ugly stuff too and for some reason i was deeply hurt you closed so much. But we are both…

Trouble In Paradise

hi everyone,so i wanted to take a bit of a break from social media this monthbut last week i needed fb marketplace and some other stuffthen yesterday i thought i’d deactivate the accountsi used to just delete everything which was…

Ferrari Ocean

2020 –> (goals for year + decade)★ exercise first thing every morning★ eat plant foods (mostly)★ complete meditation stages 1-10(Culadasa “Mind Illuminated” system)★ build successful online business★ help people with their issues★ record all my best songs★ world street music…

Everything You See

Everything you see is actually the past (from previous thoughts, beliefs, choices, decisions, etc). It is in the nature of the mind to produce anxiety so you are ready for danger. The mind creates problems so it can solve them…

Rehab At Home

QUIT:social mediasugar, oil saltdairy, milk, chees, eggs, butterbeef, pork, chicken, turkey, fishalcohol, drugs, stimulants EMBRACE:booksmeditationyogagymsaunashowerwholefoodsmantradevotionguitarsingingwritingpoetrywalkinglibraryhuman contacthuman touchdatingsocialmartial artsteachingcoachingnaturemovementplantsflowerstreesskysunsnowrainsoilgrassdirtsandoceantravelskineyesspeakingbuskingperformingballetoperacinemaboredomsilencesolitudefriendslaughtersleepingrestingpartiesorgiesecstatic dancechurchesmuseumsgodssocialwildclimbingplayingspiritualitytantratherapyhealing

Demons

I cannot be like I used to be anymore. I want to make people happy and warm. Playful monster rascal was just actually a lost boy looking for love 🙁He didn’t know how to find it so he went for…

Be The Sun

Feeling this strange negative energy and thoughts like everything you are doing is complete shit and you don’t know anything so why are you doing this and then I’m like “c’mon man, I’m just doing my thing leave me alone”.…