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Don’t know how to live in this crazy world
Where nothing is what it seems
All my dreams of youth fading away
Like abandoned cities
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No longer even know
What’s really missing
Programmed to want more
But might need nothing
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Feel so empty, but the kind of empty
That just might be everything
Reach out to people I trust
All I get back is a moment of love
For lovers of moments
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Sit at home alone
Thoughts crash into each other
Selling insurance for future versions
Of selves I never became
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One day I’ll be dead by the next morning
And you will only know me
From the everlasting light
Or that which gives it
The divine beauty
To help you navigate
When you fall from grace
And rise again
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Open your eyes in the morning light
Been a long night as your dreamworlds died
And you came alive to this paradise
Where you wondered why until it was time
To dive back into the oceanic bliss
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Bliss kisssed in Atlantis this is for the romantics
Who get pissed, send dick pics
To their big tit licked lip lovers
Play covers to drunk brits
Who just wanna hear the hits
But you’re so sick of this shit
So you say what about this?
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And suddenly the bucket is full
You feel the emptiness of a million deer in headlights
Staring at you, pleading with eyes like ice
Like horny teen girls in church
On their knees for you
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Now you roll, dip and dive like a newborn lullaby
Butterfly summer sky in a winter moon
You cum too soon but she gets you hard again
Quicker than the gunslingers of the wild west
Wall street, high noon, snake charmed
False alarmed, skull fucked
Wait, here comes the good part
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You know I rock hard
Especially when the rock gods gather
In backyards with all my communist friends
With their capitalist backbends
Doing zazen with breatharian wowmen
As if they own the place
As if they can just go back to sleep
As if nothing ever happened
When the clock strikes eleven eleven
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Open your eyes in the morning light
Been a long night as your dreamworlds died
And you came alive to this paradise
Where you wondered why until it was time
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Ever since I can remember
I needed music to stay alive
When I began to write my own songs
I knew that everything would be alright
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Been spending most my life
Living in a drifter’s paradise
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When I feel like I don’t belong
Anywhere on earth but happily lost
Get lost in the music, get lost in the songs
You look at everything and it’s just so sad
So sad that nothing lasts
Here and now, so beautiful but so bittersweet
This happiness hurts like hell
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Been spending most our lives
Living in the drifter’s paradise
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We artists and mystics are a strange bunch
One moment it’s smooth sailing, then it’s crispy crunch
Hit the rocks, shipwreck, castaway, sensitive
Difficult wild crazy lonely romantic
Looking for our Wilson
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Nothing better than living life on unwind
Nothing better than living life on unwind
Nothing better than living life on unwind
Nothing better than living life on unwind
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Living in the drifter’s paradise
Living in the drifter’s paradise
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Lost track of the time making music all night
Writing this new song called drifter’s paradise
Completely forgot to eat now it’s getting late
And time for bed but I’m hungry as fuck
But happy to be living in the drifter’s paradise
I need a good woman to take care of me
So I can work on my songs all day without a care in the world
The only thing I really care about
Is sharing my songs with you
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Remind you it’s okay if sometimes you feel sad
Together we can celebrate
In the drifter’s paradise
Tomorrows gonna be another beautiful day
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Living in the drifter’s paradise
Living in the drifter’s paradise
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Wanna feel it all
Feel it in my songs
Feeling the love
I’m just skin and bones
Did what I was told
But never fit the mold
So I started writing songs
Oh Lord help me now
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Full of fear and doubt
Don’t give up on me now
Just don’t put me in a crowd or in the ground
Wanna sing and bring sweet glory and grace
Like maps in a maze
See flags in your eyes
Hear anthems in my mind
Hypnotized
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Nobody wants to kill but they all do
And so the wars go on
Until we see that
The only enemy there ever was
Is the one hiding in our hearts
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Keep blaming and explaining
Pseudo-scientific memories
Of people we used to be
In the name of profit and tears
Forgiveness is always near
Meet me in the middle, lets work it out
I am your enemy with weapons down
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Together we can save the world
Dance and sing in the church of mother Earth
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It’s okay my love, to need someone
That someone might be ready for love
For someone to love, to be loved
How can we ever know anyone?
If we keep turning our backs
If we keep closing down
When the white doves glide
Like children playing in the sunshine
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It’s perfectly fine my friend
To mourn alone
Nobody has to know
How you feel so old
But it ain’t so bad to carry this torch
For our unborn daughters and sons
Who will one day also mourn for us
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I appear and I disappear
As a saint, as a fake
Can’t seem to find any space
Where I can enter the gates
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Gates of heaven and then I feel hate
Towards the servants of love
Dancing in the woods
Like psychotic leprechauns
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All these fucking lies
Are breaking my heart
And it hurts so much
Knowing that nobody
Really gives a fuck
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All the people who used to believe in me
Who saw stars in my eyes and dollar signs
Now see me as some kind of
Fallen king that never was
Because he was too lost
Dancing with those leprechauns
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So I no longer appear
The saint is just a fake memory
Out in the desert where the wild winds howl
I wanna go look for him
And find the gate
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Take that final leap into the unknown
Because I wanna know if heaven is real
Or just another scam
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It’s obvious to me
How we look for release
From the darkness in dreams
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We get so caught up in creeds
Feel so tired that we need
Something higher to believe
Or some authority to lead
The only authority for me is truth
Obviously
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It’s obvious to me
Although we take years to see
How we pray to our priests
Our chosen gods they set us free
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We cry for love like wounded beasts
Alone in mansions laughing
Wondering where it all went wrong
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Only way is to give it all away
The more you have the more you have to give
Give everything but never give up
Obviously
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It’s obvious to me
But we keep making enemies
Out of the very things
That would give us the keys
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Our whole lives been searching for something
Or someone to give us sweet release
But let me tell you now, just please listen
All you ever dreamed of having
Is already yours, always been
Obviously
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Satan is my friend, a friend in need
So say hello to satan, get on your knees
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We all gotta let loose sometimes
But I don’t know why
And I don’t really care
I’m just another snowflake teddy bear
With my snowflake hair
And my superman underwear
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Satan is my friend, he loves to drink with me
We blow smoke rings on a lonely street
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Brings me back to life with a fire inside
Memories of the superstars we used to be
Or could’ve been don’t know
Can’t remember anymore or won’t
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Satan is my friend and that’s better than nothing
Yeah satan calling my name
Don’t wanna remember anything
So let’s just drink to our glorious suffering
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That’s awesome buddy, satan my bud
Like a russian doll romance with overdubs
Natasha and Vladislav in love but what is love?
Nobody knows just baby don’t hurt me no more
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Satan my good friend said Jesus died for my sins
Oh man if he ever did, that’s a whole lotta dying
That bastard nailed to a cross so I can get drunk
And sing these victory songs
Pressure creates diamonds!
Yeehaa! yeehaa!
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Thumbs twiddling away
Singing yeehaa, singing yeehaa
In the big boom boom!
Screw you. satan screw you
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Thought you had my back but all you did was stab
Kinda liked it god damn
Taught me how to go mad in the lonely hour
Where the down n outs drown
Where the black dogs howl
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Call your lover drunk
Tuesday 2am, find a bar
And honestly I forget
What happened next
Yeah c’mon, c’mon
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Have a million people in my head
Artist, poet, musician, mystic and other ones
Just wanna drink all night, be happy
Singin’ yeehaa, dance the haha
With my broken hearted bradas
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Satan is my friend, I’m just a battered old dog
With war and love in his eyes
And a mean ol’ mama on his mind
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Now writing a song about this struggle
What else can a man do?
But turn his struggle into some kind of
Divine demented art
Soul food for the rich fools
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Struggle for the sake of struggle
Just so I can drink with my friends
But since I don’t have so many friends
Satan is my friend
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All my friends are best buds with satan
Satan is my friend
Too bad this song has to end
Satan is my friend
Now this song has to end
Satan you my friend
Oh yeah yeah yeah
Satan is my friend
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I have a love hate relationship with the sun
Until I become someone
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After my first high school philosophy class
I wanted to know who I was, what I am
But the more I know the less I understand
And since then I never really had a plan
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Because faith speaks louder than bombs
So I sing it from rooftops
But all the people on the streets below
Running around like ants
Can’t hear anything because these frequencies
Don’t resonate with their soul vibes
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Gave up a long time ago
Fucked off into the forest
Madman mountain king
I sing now to the creatures of the night
And we dance in the morning mist
Have open relationships with everyone
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Love and hate in the sun
Love and hate in the sun
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I have a love hate relationship with the sun
I have a love hate relationship with the sun
I have a love hate relationship with the sun
I have a love hate relationship with the sun
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I have a love hate relationship with the sun
Until I become someone
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We are the lost children
Of the sun god warriors of light
Our bodies and minds not designed
For the city life
Kids in the underworlds
We need to feel the sun and sky
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The trees, rains and thunderstorms
Humans have built this modern habitat
As a way to keep nature at a distance
With our air con and movie stars
We mapped it all out
So we would never get lost again
But we did anyway
Yeah we did anyway
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Sometimes there is a war when the overlords
Need to flex their might
We drink, fuck, then shop
On amazon all night
Just to feel alright
Humans being humans, making millions
Living the nine to five but working over time
Until we see neon signs flashing
Now its time to die
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There will always be men like me
Who refuse to follow the paths of the common man
We drink from many rivers of doubt
Dabble in the dark arts to study the light
Knowing that eventually we will all go back
To wherever it is that we came from
Sometimes late at night
I can already hear them
Calling for me
Sometimes I hear them
Calling for me
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Can’t force the world to be
What you want it to be
Can only open your eyes and see
Truth staring back at me
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Inner eyes, outer eyes
Mind heart of the heart mind
Takes a million years
To fight these fears
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You feel so lost and alone
As you reclaim your golden light throne
Some kind of cosmic vagabond
Wandering the world naked and free
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The great saints speak of love
As the guiding principle
Separates the men from the boys
Saints from sinners, losers from winners
Signal from the noise
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All I got is some parlour tricks
Although sometimes it’s hit and miss
Learned ‘em early but learned ‘em well
Kept my place in this carnival hell
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Until I was taken in
And shown a new way
A new way to live
A new sea to swim in
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Fell down on my knees
Oh Lord help me please
Looked up at the sky
Rains fell down hard so I cried
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Last night of the earth poems
First light leadeth me home
Big dog with the big bone blues
Oh mama tell me those sweet lies
But not too soon
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Now I sing to you my songs
Wasn’t sure I’d even make it this far
If you saw me at my worst
You might think that bastard’s cursed
Give you all I can
Just looking for a friend
To listen to my soul
It’s why I write these song poems
My source codes
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Nothing much left here to see
Got no more tricks up my sleeve
Just got this poetry
Not sure it means anything
You find a love so true
Makes the sun shine
To soothe those whale wounds
To soothe my whale wounds