my anxiety is just a reflection of the strength and depth of my inner foundation
if your foundation is crumbling you will feel anxiety
if you are constructing a new stronger more solid foundation
you will also feel anxiety
it takes time
be patient
remember brother,
people need you
CONOR
CHRIST
COLDPLAY
TARINA
CASH
CONSULTANT
COHEN
just keep building everyday
construct that inner character
and remember that beyond it all
you are the great Love ocean
infinite and endless
Love is the force of light to continue its journey
= LIFE (this is the creative energy and flow)
Remember, to give Tarina the experience of drowning in love
All play and fun and joy and wonder and beauty
Zero darkness, hate, death (save that for your art)
She is a beautiful sexy godess queen of Light
She knows you and you know her
Sometimes she will get confused and overwhelmed
Let her be free and explore her own wildness
You will go through phases where it’s more intense and intimate
and then distance and space
Both are part of your journey together
Trust it
Let it be
Let it live
Let it grow
And always come back to your inner pillars
Conor, Coldplay, Christ, Tarina, Cash, Cohen, Consultant
Read this everyday
Start consuming repetitive content
Everyday Life
Conor/Cowboy fight
Ipod holy music
Rumi
Gibran
Habibi
Jesus
your own songs and poetry