Couchsurfing

Hello estonian friends. I will be in estonia for a few weeks from middle of November. This includes a performance in Heldeke on the 25th with the amazing Kristin Kalnapenk. Hope to see you all during my visit. Lets get together, sing, dance, talk, laugh and…

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early demos

I released some of my early demos and recordings from 2003-2009. The ones before that are just too embarassing because i couldnt sing at all but still gave them to girls i liked. I made one girl a cd with one instrumental guitar song and rose…

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sunlight heart

Started a band called Sunlight Heart in 2013 while living in Tallinn, Estonia. These epic photos were from our first shows (which we recorded also) and taken by my friend Niina Rostovtseva who is one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen The songs…

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secretary

Hello. I am looking for an AMAZING multi-instrumentalist or two to perform with me in Tallinn Estonia in November. Who? what? where? When? Yeah. Those are some of the questions that will be answered soon. BIG ANSWERS COMING YOUR WAY right down the pipe and into…

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black man ray

This song and video is pure pop art perfection. As perfect as the caribbean. Like HOW is this even possible? Please someone explain it to me. Everything. The sound. The guitars. The drums. The vocals. The lyrics. The visuals. The melodies. The emotion. PERFECTION. Like…

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GUITARIST CREED

This is my guitar. There are many like it, but this one is mine. My guitar is my best friend. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life. My guitar, without me, is useless. Without my guitar, I am useless.…

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Early works (deleted)

Some of my earlier songs from 20+ years ago. I was a teenager who was lost and had no idea what was happening so I expressed myself in the only way I knew how. Most just demos. Quite embarrassing for me to listen to them but…

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Sept 22

Saw a shrink yesterday. He was a black dude from Africa. Asked me when is the last time I got laid. Then prescribed me some pills which i am contemplating whether i should take or not (abilify and olanzapine). Before that i saw a nurse and…

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Pharma vs Psychedelics?

Saw a shrink yesterday. He was a black dude from Africa. Asked me when is the last time I got laid. Then prescribed me some pills which i am contemplating whether i should take or not (abilify and olanzapine). Before that i saw a nurse and…

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I Love This

Makes me feel like all this struggle is part of the ceremony part of the celebration Life is magic Existence is a miracle Rhythm is God SOUND is revolution Just gotta let it take you… Surrender to it Poetry is prayer i miss my friends Just…

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Does success kill creativity?

wrote these too comments on my facebook when a friend suggested exceptions to success killing creativity jacob collier (honestly not really a fan but respect his skills)“my thoughts: Yeah Collier is good but still young so we’ll see how it goes for him. He’s so skillful…

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I love this

Makes me feel like all this struggle is part of the ceremony part of the celebration Life is magic Existence is a miracle Rhythm is God SOUND is revolution Just gotta let it take you… Surrender to it Poetry is prayer i miss my friends…

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Digital Suicide Machine

Been figuring out how to do this online thing for 20 years. Had a million blogs and projects but always nuke everything because my ideas and characters change so suddenly and extremely that i feel dishonest if i am showing content that is not the REAL…

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Sept 19, 2022

Been figuring out how to do this online thing for 20 years. Had a million blogs and projects but always nuke everything because my ideas and characters change so suddenly and extremely that i feel dishonest if i am showing content that is not the REAL…

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cogs

when the lights are down low i sit in silences looking for cities made of dust, and snow waiting for someone to meet me half way there on the trail where mountains turn into this

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2 am club

i am at my happiest when living in a world beyond time staying up all night with friends making music and taking breaks in fresh autumn air smoking outside drinking georgian wine and getting high talking about life and women and jazz chilling with our favorite…

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G’Day Mate

Just thought I’d pop in and say hi. Alarm went off at 7am because i forgot to turn it off and my phone apparently is still in the self-help psychosis i managed to break free from. So i got up went in the living room, turned…

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