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SEP 17, 2011

just realized that my life, my upbringing, my experiences,etc are the perfect breeding ground for art to thrive in. so i gotta say, i must be very very thankful that things have played out this way. to be able to…

SEP 16, 2011

Last night got a fever and with it came a horrible horrible headache. The worst one I have ever had. Oh my, it was bad. Thought I could sleep it off but I gave up and went downstairs to my…

SEP 11, 2011

another one of those days where all I see is the grey I am overcome with anger overwhelmed with hate I just don’t buy into this modern fairy tale where life is divorced from other life maybe it’s the right…

SEP 10, 2011

in the deepest darkness of despair a song is born and I am there. in the deepest darkness of despair my death awaits life’s cold stare. in the deepest darkness of despair love hides nowhere. in the deepest darkness of…

SEP 9, 2011

DAILY CHECKLIST: practice / recording (craft) movement / outdoors (fitness) books / movies (inspiration) hydration / nutrition (health) blogging / journaling (therapy) stretching / meditation (relaxation) rest / sleep (recovery) the problem is that most days I am so depressed that all I do is watch comedy…

SEP 7, 2011

Decided to keep blog private for now. Not really sure I want anyone reading this stuff. Just installed Logic Pro. I’m gonna start recording music again. I might ditch all the old stuff and go for something new. This is…

SEP 6, 2011

I’ve flirted with many different ideologies, & systems from alcoholism to veganism. I’ve experimented and implemented these concepts into my life and not just read about them in books. I’ve dated/slept with a few dozen women from fashion model to…

SEP 4, 2011

Yesterday night was horrible. Drank too much. Spent too much money. Started the day at home, drinking Jack Daniels and listening to Pink Floyd. Met some old friends later on in a bar downtown (in Helsinki). They were very quiet…

madnessrelief#006

i don’t trust people who eat other animals for i feel these people are morally bankrupt. i also minimize time spent with such people or cut them out completely. and the time that is spent, i will try to make…

madnessrelief#005

i try to live a very, simple, clear & congruent lifestyle. i try to keep focused on the following areas and make sure i have them in balance throughout the week it’s also good to think of each through the…