SEP 17, 2011

just realized that my life, my upbringing, my experiences,etc are the perfect breeding ground for art to thrive in. so i gotta say, i must be very very thankful that things have played out this way. to be able to write songs that comfort me in the early morning hours when i can’t sleep. or when existence gets too unbearable. the songs are always at my disposal. every time i play them for therapeutic reasons i breathe extra life into them. they are infinite balloons. actually i should never ever play them at any other times. and when i perform them to others, i shall bring out all the life those balloons are filled with. songs that may one day give the same consolation to millions of others. my hard work will pay off soon. i know it. my body of work is something i can be very proud of. it is a pride i would prefer to show in the songs. i will. i basically don’t need to write another song again. i have enough for a lifetime. of course that’s never the way it works.  the new songs always come from somewhere. although much rarer these days.