Markus Nylund

Markus Nylund

When I’m Drinking I Am Sinking

Just finished watching Heat. It is a great film but at times it seems to me a bit unrealistic. But I love the feeling in the whole film. And I find the characters very interesting and also interesting is the…

Mating Rituals

It’s time to stop lying to myself. Everything I think, do, say, sing is all bullshit because everything contradicts each other. One song sings how great love is and life and then the next song how stupid everything is. Of…

Bottom of The Ocean

I’m so fucking unstable. I get excited about things and if I stop being that person, excitement is the last thing I feel for that thing. What the fuck is wrong with me? I haven’t had alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, meat…

Hard Living

living can be hardif you make it sothe road can be longif you don't know where it goessadness comeshappiness goeshappiness comes but sadness

Goodness

goodness is so far away for manylike a ship in the bottom of the seaabandoned long agoremaining only as a faint memorya lonely word and noth

Society Is Slavery

I think many people don’t realize how messed up and confused they are. I think the reason for my mood swings is the fact that I do realize it. We live in a world of contradictions. We strive for happiness…

Troubadour Troubles

I am sitting in cabin of cruiseship I am playing on. I just did a set and I am now on my 15 minute break. I really hate this job. I have been here since Friday evening and by this…