art
For me to be an artist, I must suffer to a certain degree or else my art suffers. It’s the dilemma I face constantly but of which I have only recently become aware of. I have been caught up in…
Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Markus Nylund
Electricity
something's going oni don't know whateveryone can see it except usi wish i knew exactly what you wantevery time when our eyes meet we are go
journal entry
recording going well. last week got everything working. now i am rolling. one song per day. that’s my objective. about 60 song to record. should take 2-3 months because some of the songs are more work than others. doesn’t mean…
journal entry
dirty love cheap drugs fairy-tale friends invisible scars decadent worldview forever changing never complaining this beautiful misery that sleeps when tired wakes when wired eats when starving drinks to get drunk to make this living an easier swallow a volume…
Recording Diary
DAY 1 (april 1, 2010) * testing sounds to decided which mic to use for vocals and acoustic guitar and learn about the different sounds I can get * also testing to see if i’ll record with tube preamp or…
Lions
senseless and tiredyou weep behind my dooryou are weak and your eyes are getting sorei'm a travelling a sacrificea that means nothing is no
Anxiety
stuck in HELL sinki for another few nightsdad is picking me up on friday afternoon and then i’m outta here i’ve been feeling really strange since coming back here on mondayi just would like to be anywhere but here right…
Drinking
i wanna start drinking againthis reality shit is too much for me to handlefuck the health and fitness crapwhat difference does it makewe all die anywaysome of us just have a higher awareness than othersthat is in no way a…
no more
no more porn no more drugs no more animal foods no more cigarettes no more alcohol no more sodas no more bullshit no more toxic people no more excuses no more pretending no more hangovers no more blaming
changes, changes, changes
alright. what a day. this blog is now just private for me only spent 4-5 days in cabin with cousin. good time to figure out stuff. no distractions. no computers, no phones, no books, no music, no movies, no people,…