Markus Nylund

Markus Nylund

  • Joined: August 8, 2026
  • Articles: 1936

BROKEN VOICE

the world broke me but that made me now i’m unbreakable permanently broken so broken that there is nothing left to break so broke that i went through the darkness somehow survived came back out on the other side i…

book intro

  My whole life I’ve lived with broken people. At some point it starts to rub off on you. I remember as a kid how serious everyone was. Not the good kind of serious where something is being mastered. But…

Fuck This.

I don’t think I am going to continue with this path any longer. I just can’t do it. I realised that coaching is really not for me at all. I have no interest in dealing with other people’s problems or…

My idea of hell

I finished another book but because I didn’t like it, I am not going to tell you what it was or who wrote it. But I will tell you how it made me feel. I post my reviews on Good…

winter poem

wounded healers drunken angels liars who did their best to keep me alive and be an obedient slave but fuck that they created in me their perfect enemy enemy of the state enemy of god enemy of tradition enemy of…

Developing Lazer Focus

I started this blog at the beginning of this year because I wanted to shed my old skin and begin anew. But of course the ways of the mind are clever. The old patterns creep their way back in. Patterns…

What we fear more than death

Emptiness. 

That’s why quitting our addictions and bad habits is so difficult. They keep us stimulated and distracted. Anything to avoid that agonising feeling of loneliness and dread. 

I have tried everything. I just cannot seem to outwit the devil. I know…

I’m an addict.

I was sitting in the sauna this evening. Thinking about my addictions. And how the year has started so far. It is going pretty well. Something has changed. The way I talk to myself. It’s more positive. I give less…