Tag mental health

12 Reasons I Failed As A Musician

here they are1 deleting ALL my social media (many times)2 overestimating my abilities3 underestimating my audience4 lack of focus5 lack of strategy6 ignorance of the greater game7 poor mental health (addictions, depression, narcissism, self-sabotage, etc)8 lack of professionalism (amateurish behavior)9…

Worst Day of My Life

Content Warning: The following contains explicit sexual descriptions, strong language, and raw reflections on mental health. Presented unedited for authenticity. Reader discretion advised. Well what can I say. It looks like you finally found the right place. Your search is…

Business Plan

conquer LPR, FINLAND, Scandinavia, Europe, USA, world no radio/tv/magazine interviews Social Media exclusivity: youtube, spotify, itunes, website, mailing list no comments on youtube videos only live music videos make great records work with prosplay with pros life changing live shows…

Invisible Cats

Got a million things on my mind. It’s 5:17am as I start writing this. It will be much later when I’m done. Don’t believe a word I say. It’s only true when it’s being said, when it’s being written. After…

My Depression Has Returned

(written to a friend who became my girlfriend a few months later)hi, my depression has returned this morning for some reason and I couldn’t help but think about our conversation the other night. I have no idea why I am…

Dear Someone/Anyone

It’s been a strange week so far. Not the easiest, I must admit. Just putting finishing touches on another new song which I already started last summer! Crazy mood swings this week. Fucking madness man. Worse than ever before. It’s…

Crazy

I’m a little bit of a crazy person. I obsess over things. My moods can change drastically within one day. I’ve went to psychiatrists but everytime I step into their office I feel like they are the patients. I go…

Banana Island

So I have been 100% low fat raw vegan for a week now. This is my fourth day on banana island. I am eating JUST bananas. Yes they are ripe. I