Tag despair

Zest

babies crying in a clown world words scurrying like vampire rats running free in old cinemas when the credits roll  the skies will fall dont wanna die unti

Unworthy

I feel unworthy of love and i despisehumanity for what it has become and maybeeven life itself for allowing such cruelty toexistNot sure how to break that beliefPlease help me.Thank youMarkus Ps. Maybe me expressing this and askingfor help is…

My Depression Has Returned

(written to a friend who became my girlfriend a few months later)hi, my depression has returned this morning for some reason and I couldn’t help but think about our conversation the other night. I have no idea why I am…

World’s Safest Place

it's midnight and i'm drivingdown that highwayeverybody's sleepingbut i'm just driving don't know if i'm goingthe right wayoutside it's snowingthe cold wind is

Sweet Little Tragedy

sweet little tragedy12.02.2012 stuck in betweenthe low life's paradiseand the american dreamI feed the beastbecause my pain is joyand in my cage I'm free if all

SOS

i don't know anything no more.i feel wrong, everything feels wrong. so i sing this songof suffering come sing alongi know your suffering / sing out your sufferi

Complete Shutdown

so speechless you mine as welljust cut out my tongueall of a suddeni'm not even no oneno matter how you convince mefrom here onit doesn't get easy it's hard to

Killing Time

i' m killing timei don't know whyi ain't dead yetbut i don't feel alivedon't knowwhere i'm supposed to beso i drownin my sweet misery i'm killing timebut i don'

One (Metallica)

I can't remember anythingcan't tell if this is true or dreamdeep down inside I feel to screamthis terrible silence stops me

Anxiety

stuck in HELL sinki for another few nightsdad is picking me up on friday afternoon and then i’m outta here i’ve been feeling really strange since coming back here on mondayi just would like to be anywhere but here right…