i’ m killing time
i don’t know why
i ain’t dead yet
but i don’t feel alive
don’t know
where i’m supposed to be
so i drown
in my sweet misery
i’m killing time
but i don’t know why
i’m a christmas card that says goodbye
i’m killing time
i don’t know why
i lie awake
in the middle of the night
i feel tired
but i can’t sleep
you might see me smile
but inside i weep
i’m killing tiime
i don’t know why
so sick of this life
it’s christmas day
but i’m a world away
from where i’m supposed to be
drowning in my misery
i’m killing time
i don’t know why