spotlight

i wanna be a millionaire i wanna drink myself to an oblivion i wanna play the dirty games of love i wanna capture it all and give it back give it back to you in melodies and sweet words and throw it online step into the…

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Looking Ahead

I’ve been on this path for 10 years now keeping a very low profile. I’ve played in a few bands. I’ve travelled around with my guitar playing hundreds and hundreds of shows in many countries. I’ve recorded a few albums which I released myself. I’ve experimented…

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SOS

Currently working on my new three-part album SONGS OF SUFFERING.The first part to be released late 2011. Decided to disassociate myself from my past work because I just don’t think it is good enough. Through my endless failures and all the bridges I’ve burned, I have…

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confusion

So many times I thought I had it all figured out. The truth is, I don’t know anything. My ideas and practices are in a constant state of change. Just when I feel like I am ready to take the training wheels off and ride into…

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confusion

So many times I thought I had it all figured out. The truth is, I don’t know anything. My ideas and practices are in a constant state of change. Just when I feel like I am ready to take the training wheels off and ride into…

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control

Ever since I started writing songs I have been very obsessed with doing things my own particular way. I never liked to make compromises with my songs. I have tried working with other musicians, managers, producers, writers, designers,etc but all those relationships came to an end…

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control

Ever since I started writing songs I have been very obsessed with doing things my own particular way. I never liked to make compromises with my songs. I have tried working with other musicians, managers, producers, writers, designers,etc but all those relationships came to an end…

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50 Song List

I have managed to cut my repertoire down tofifty songs (which is still quite a lot). The photoabove is of my apartment wall. When I writea new one, it has to be good enough to make the50 song list. If it does, then I must choose…

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currently

I have managed to cut my repertoire down to fifty songs (which is still quite a lot). The photo on the left is of my apartment wall. When I write a new one, it has to be good enough to make the 50 song list. If…

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SOS

i don't know anything no more.i feel wrong, everything feels wrong. so i sing this songof suffering come sing alongi know your suffering / sing out your sufferi

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madnessrelief#006

i don’t trust people who eat other animals for i feel these people are morally bankrupt. i also minimize time spent with such people or cut them out completely. and the time that is spent, i will try to make sure it is done on my…

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madnessrelief#005

i try to live a very, simple, clear & congruent lifestyle. i try to keep focused on the following areas and make sure i have them in balance throughout the week it’s also good to think of each through the SPT infinite cycle of living (study-practice-teach).…

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madnessrelief#004

i am not a scientist nor an expert in any particular scientific field. i also don’t have any academic credentials. all i know is what i’ve read, experienced and formulated with my own thoughts using logic and common sense. but i do think the scientific method is the best…

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madnessrelief#003

another hot day in the city. was outside for most of the day, laying on the grass sun bathing… sitting in the park writing in my journal. and reading a book called “nomad” by an interesting woman who escaped from her somalian tribe into the western world. i realized that…

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madnessrelief#002

currently eating sweet potato and potato soup. it’s pretty good… directions to make your own sweet potato and potato soup: step 1. take large pot, fill with water, boil water, cut up sweet potatoes and potatoes and put them in! step 2. after about 30 minutes,…

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madnessrelief#001

(i just sent this as an email to everyone i know…) Everyone can live the way they want. I accept that and can’t control what others do. But I will not tolerate behavior which is in conflict with life and the principles which nature is governed by. I…

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madness relief

about The world of humans has become one big madhouse! But there is a permanent relief to be found from this madness. The keys to freeing ourselves is within each of us. There is also great beauty & truth to be found amongst this craziness &…

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explanation/selitys

(This email was sent to all my contacts which i have gathered throughout the years at school, work, travels, music, etc. Tämä sähköposti on lähetetty kaikille kontakteille, jotka olen kerännyt vuosien aikana koulun, työpaikkojen, matkustelujen, musiikin, yms kautta.) I have attached two versions to this email;…

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selitys

Hyvä ihminen, Jokainen voi elää niin kuin haluaa. Hyväksyn sen enkä pysty kontrolloimaan mitä muut tekevät. Mutta en suvaitse käytöstä joka on vastassa elämää ja luontoa hallitsevien periaatteiden kanssa. Enkä mielellään kuluta aikaani ihmisten kanssa, joilla ei ole mitään aikomusta muuttua, kehittyä, herätä tai muutenkaan olla…

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Broken Promise

he was a broken promisewith nothingbut a gunwithout bulletsno moneyin his pocketshe could see just darknessstaring at himwhen he sleptlaughing at himwhen he wep

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