invictus
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the…
Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
Category Poetry
Started writing lyrics and poetry when I was 15 because it was the only place I felt free to say whatever I wanted. Been doing it since then. No rules. Only words on a sea of white like blood on snow. This is me at my most real, raw, and unfiltered. Like a wounded animal crawling back to his wonderland cave. My poetry is a trace of blood for others to follow. Nowhere to hide except here and now.
the world we live in
a little something to take the edge off and to take me off the edge i’ve seen enough of the madness for now oh let me drown it all out this is the world we live in this is the…
feel good
i feel good tonight got no reason i don’t know why maybe there are no reasons the only question is how long will it last this time? life is good these days for reasons unknown don’t know how i came…
dear someone,
this living thing is a real balancing act. i am juggling with fireballs. have learned a lot about the way i operate. been experimenting quite a lot too. yes, sometimes at the expense of others… unfortunately. for awhile i thought…
stories
what happened to all those people i used to know? did i push them away or did they just go? who knows where they are now i got nobody to do me favors nobody to talk to what happened to…
a poem i wasn’t supposed to write
as sorrow throws a smile i look the other way i am a new world everyday can’t even keep up with myself anymore looking through walls i see only more walls or maybe there are no walls maybe they are…
Nobody Island
CHILDREN OF THE SUN01 Fantasy/Fallacy02 Lost Souls Screaming In The Distance03 Drowning In A Sea of Pyramids04 Cold Sun Burns05 Between The Calm & The Storm06 (Welcome To) Nobody Island07 A Magic Mirror Showing The Face of God08 Adventure As…
Anxiety
stuck in HELL sinki for another few nightsdad is picking me up on friday afternoon and then i’m outta here i’ve been feeling really strange since coming back here on mondayi just would like to be anywhere but here right…
Drinking
i wanna start drinking againthis reality shit is too much for me to handlefuck the health and fitness crapwhat difference does it makewe all die anywaysome of us just have a higher awareness than othersthat is in no way a…
no more
no more porn no more drugs no more animal foods no more cigarettes no more alcohol no more sodas no more bullshit no more toxic people no more excuses no more pretending no more hangovers no more blaming