Category emails

fuck man after spending some time watching youtube vids and reading comments and studying the world for last 40 years, i realized that i havent made it because i am playing an entirely different game… social media, celeb culture, pop…

Friend: wow this is wow My response: been telling you this for awhile… you dismissed and said Putin has absolute power. BULLSHIT He is a puppet as anyone in this game Black rock, vanguard… these are are the real…

I have been reading your emails with great fascination and written many replies. But I never send them. Often they turn into these great poetic rambles and sometimes find their way into song. I want to write you and connect…

So how did it go? Did you manage to fuck your life up? I always thought your fuckedupness is one of the most beautiful things i have ever seen. I think we should just be proud of who we are.…

Worth considering… Hello again my love, This email is kind of for myself also (as a reminder and solidifier of potential concepts). I want to break old patterns. And even when women want me I almost get more power from…

I think anxiety is just a fancy word for fear that the pharma shills invented to sell pills. We have been brainwashed to turn these unpleasant emotions into an enemy. Thats why i am really not on board with pro-positive…

Friend asked: How is your life? I worry that you appear and disappear and it has to do with mental stuff and I can’t help you because Im too stupid and you read more than I do and older than…

Friend asked: What is my main thing? What drives me? The artist path is really the mystic path. They are truly one and the same. I dont mean chasing some external fame or success or something but i mean the…

I am in helsinki now, friends sleeping. I am probably gonna just do day trip tomorrow to estonia and then go home. Man this social life stuff is a real challenge for me. Drank booze again yesterday, smoked cigs, even…