Category rant

forget

I have this great friend from Romania who is a hilarious comedian. He hates me but we’re still good friends. I tell him how important he is to me. I have this other great friend in Romania who I met…

facebook town

Facebook is like this town where people live. And sometimes I come here to visit. Rent a little room above the pub where i can write and rest. Everyone always welcomes me back. Most with open arms. But there are…

the biggest scam

The biggest scam? Trying to change the world. I fell for it. The world don’t need changing. Everything is always changing no matter what you do or try. We are humans. Explorers. We create and express ourselves to other creators.…

drugs are not the real thing

Drugs can be fun and beautiful. They pretty much work for everyone. On mdma you feel absolute love and want to share it. On lsd you feel absolute truth and what it’s like to live without ego. The opiate high…

real money

i appreciate that i’m just trying to find a new way into it all where i can integrate all these passions and interests of mine… even if that message is ultimately that life is poetry and reality is arbitrary… i…

the power of persona

my music is great and i have the skills and songs and all that like superstar legend level but it seems my personality is deeply flawed which is why i can’t seem to build any lasting relationships around me either…

Honestly…

I have no real friends in this world who i can connect with on a deeper level and that I admire. All the people i used to call friends are dishonest, mediocre, drug addicts, restless and boring. This is not…

rant

me: Interesting observation about the moodiness. I think i have the same. Somehow i never thought of that and no shrink has ever mentioned it. The pink elephant standing right there in the fucking room! Screens. Tech. Computers. Wifi. They…

Rant

Many people have been asking me how I can travel the world so freely and live the way I do. Meanwhile, they (and most people) are slaving away at some dead end job working for someone who probably doesn’t care…