Sep 17, 2009
Just got back from the library. I used to not like libraries because the smell of the books annoyed me. I was obsessed with not having anything unclean close to me. Now I don’t care anymore. Books I got: mostly…
Just got back from the library. I used to not like libraries because the smell of the books annoyed me. I was obsessed with not having anything unclean close to me. Now I don’t care anymore. Books I got: mostly…
for the nightowls for the morning birds for the drama queens for the suicide kings for the fallen angels for the broken flowers for the warriors of love for the sinking black doves for the wings of birds that never…
feeling horrible mentally & spiritually. It seems there are two ways for me to eat. Either I eat fruit and get sick of it and start craving junk food. Then I eat junk food and when it causes me to…
THE REAL MARKUS IS BACK. hello friends, strangers, family members, fans, enemies, nobodies, somebodies, imaginary people and whoever else may be reading this. currently listening to ryan adams’ “let it ride” (what an amazing song!!) and going through some other…
Had a long conversation last night with a good friend I hadn’t spoken to in a long time. We exchanged some stories and I told him a bit about my current lifestyle and absolutist stance towards, among other things, intoxication…
I think the most baffling and frustrating question we get, at least for me, is “what about pleasure?”. My thoughts: I think there are two kinds of pleasure. 1) Short-term pleasure which possibly and most likely leads to unpleasure in…
I think there are two kinds of pleasure.
feeling a bit down today. watching fascinating bbc documentary series life of mammals. what an amazing show. but these shows always make me sad. I feel sorry for these animals. If they knew what we have done to their planet…
Note to self: Thriving health & fitness is the ultimate pleasure This is written for myself. The “you” I’m referring to is “me”. Take what you want from it and then leave it alone. Constructive feedback/thoughts are welcome. I just…
It's all or nothingit's the only way to goit's all or nothingit's all i've ever known