Writings 2007-2025
Writings 2007-2025
It was kind of a good week. Photoshoot, liveshow, alcohol, weed, fucking a beautiful greek girl, more alcohol, more fans, more admiration, more confidence, blablablablablaa… So how much did I really go forward? The music career certainly took some steps…
Lots of changes next monday. Begin medication for my deteriorating mental state. Hopefully I don’t turn into a zombie. This means I also have to quit drinking and smoking which will be actually good for me. I don’t like the…
We need doors to pull us inDoors to keep us outDoors that scream and doors that shoutTo hide our doubtThe doors are opening now Barely open I couldn't resistI h
Horrible depression today. Lectures all day. Went to school but came home after the first one and decided to stay home all day. Want to quit school, quit everything, quit life, quit being me. I don’t want to do anything.…
It depends. Do we look at this fundamental philosophical question from a political perspective; or a moralistic viewpoint? Is there a difference in the outcome? We shall see. The great ancient Greek philosopher Aristotle once wrote that man is a…
I have been in Tallin for 3 weeks now. Studying and drinking mostly. There’s been a few girls I’ve slept with and generally I think that is the prime motivator for me when going out. Yet that need is never…
(I started a facebook page again for university and my new life. I thought I’d write something in the ‘about me’ section and the following is what I came up with. However, I decided that it’s a bit too much…
been horribly depressed and anxious for the last few days with heavy mood swings contrasting from light to grey to bright sunshine to very dark. i knew that something must change and i knew what that change was but like…
it's midnight and i'm drivingdown that highwayeverybody's sleepingbut i'm just driving don't know if i'm goingthe right wayoutside it's snowingthe cold wind is
you're crying those happy tears againyou're smiling but your smile is sad within everything feels wrong right noweverything is wrong right nowbut not anymore yo